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Seemingly Lost Chptr. 9
“God damn it Justine.” Tina silently cursed under her breath. She closed the door and put her purse down on the couch, looking at her mail along the end table she saw that her storage space rent needed to be paid. Why that thought went through her mind was beyond her. Justine turned her head at the sound of Tina’s shoes approaching her. She wanted to turn around but she couldn’t. Tina stood behind her with her hands on her hips, totally upset that lately this was Justine’s way of dealing with the difficult situations at hand.
“Is that a new bottle?” Tina asked with a little more aggression in her tone than she intended.
“No.” she answered softly.
“How much have you had to drink Jus?”
“None.” she answered coldly.
Tina couldn’t believe that answer she swung around and took a seat facing Justine and all she saw was a single glass full of vodka and the clear lucid eyes that were always so sincere and kind.
“What happened to us Jus? If you‘d have asked me six months ago to marry you I would‘ve said yes on the spot no questions asked.” Tina asked with a sigh as she sat back and looked at Justine straight in the face. Justine smiled and nodded at the thought.
“I lied to you Tina.” Justine answered so clear and boldly that it even shocked her once voiced. “I lied to you so much I started to believe them myself.” she finished with an ironic chuckle.
“What…”
“As much as I wanted them to be true Tina I just couldn’t do it. I can’t change what I am, I’m sorry.”
“Justine, what are you talking…”
Justine turned towards Tina and the tears she was holding were free falling down her face, she took Tina’s hands and spoke passionately, truly from the heart, “You don’t deserve someone like me. Tina you are a remarkable woman, so many times the only the word I can use to describe you is; brilliant. I know that I’m no where near what you deserve in this lifetime. As much I wanted to be what you saw in your dreams I just can’t change.” she turned her head as the tears were falling, it hurt to try and stop their progression. “Every fiber of my being is completely thrown off by you. I’m completely charming, deceiving, conniving, gallant, majestic, backstabbing and everything that I need to be to keep this masquerade going. But I can’t bind this lie to you for a lifetime. It wouldn’t be fair to you or the future that you deserve.”
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Thanks great chapter and saved me as I sit in an airport waiting for my next flight . Now get Tina to go and claim her woman please post soon..
…open bar, that’s all I needed to hear. Because really what’s a baby shower without an open bar? ;o} … Loved this intro too!
Thank you. No cliff hangers, we all know where she is going.Bette must love her very much,It would be hard to cover up a dirty deed that someone was doing to the person you love. Glad that Tina head was like a movie in fast speed and could see what Bette had done to keep her from being hurt. thanks so much for posting.
Have I mentioned lately how much Justine sucks?
I know Bette was wrong to cover for Justine but she didn’t want Tina to be hurt. Stupid logic, but, she had T’s best interest at heart and because she loves her with all her heart. I hope Tina goes to Bette and talks to her to get her side of the story.
i was waiting for this story to appear again…finally the truth…tina better go and see bette ;)
Is Justine trying to make sure that if she can’t be with Tina neither can Bette? I know it’s all about to hit the fan, but I really hope that Tina will forgive Bette. However, that will probably require Bette to step up to the plate and refuse to lose Tina. Fantastic writing! Glad you got inspired again.
So glad to see a post from u and this stoty…Man Bette is in for it, run girl…I hope u post the next chapter soon like right now would be good. Thanks a bunch
The only fear that I have now is that Tina will go to Bette’s and jump all over her for not telling her about Justine. Thank goodness it was just a few months and not longer. I hope that Tina will understand that Bette was in a corner and did all that she could do.
wow, I’ve just read the whole 9 chaps, it’s a really wonderful story. Hope you’ll post soon… and frequent. oh, n that gift thg was just out of this world sweet.
OOOOOOOO….
Damn this is so good and hope Tina not kill Bette lol, Im with pattifloatn and please post more, thanks!