Bette was staring at the ceiling lying in the hospital bed. She was so confused. Her life had been turned upside down. She hurt so badly. She had never felt this kind-of pain-ever. She didnt know how much more she could take. She was glad Tina hadnt come into the room to see her. Seeing her wife- the wife that had broken her heart- would only make it worse. She would have to see the beautiful face that she loves to caress, the deep hazel eyes she would get lost. Into, and the ***** body she loved to hold every night, especially after they had made love.

With that thought, an image of Tina and Alice having ***** came into her head. She shuddered at the image; she shook her head to get the image out of her head.

Then Bettes thoughts turned back to Tina. Why did she cheat? And why with Alice? Is she in-love with Alice? Is she still in-love with me? She wanted answers but to get answers she would have to see Tina, and again that wasnt an option. For right now she needed space and she needed to be alone.

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Alice got to her feet and raced to the bathroom door. She tried to open it but it was locked.

“Dammit Tina, open the ***** door.” Alice yelled.

Tina still didnt open up. Alice was getting impatient. She knocked louder and louder and still nothing from Tina. She let her temper flare.

“Tina Kennard, if you dont open this door, I swear to god Im going to knock it down.” Alice assumed that Tina would surely open the door after those threat, but still nothing”there was no sound at all.

What the ***** is she doing in there? Alice thought to herself. Then she backed up to the opposite side of the hallway. She charges at the door and slammed into it with her shoulder. The door didnt open. She screamed out in frustration. She stepped back again. Alice slammed into the door again and this time it opened. At first, she didnt see Tina. But then her eyes fell onto the blonde sitting on the edge of the bathtub with blood dripping down her arm. Alice ran to her, panicked. But she stopped dead in her tracks, and her heart stopped too. She saw Tina staring at her arm and holding a very sharp razor in her hand. She was cutting herself, making herself bleed, inflicting pain on herself. Alice didnt know what to do. She never saw anything like that before. She had always heard about people doing it but never had she watched with her very own eyes, someone she cared about, doing it. She looked at Tinas face and saw tears coming down her cheeks and noticed her lips moving. She listened closely and heard Tinas whispers. It was only one word: Bette.