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    Starting Over (14)

    Story written on August 16, 2009 by Dazed and Amused.
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    A very interesting evening.

    “Tina you’re just really honest with yourself.  Most people can’t handle being that straight with themselves.”

    “Ya think?”

    “I know”

    “Well anyway after about a week, I laid it out for him.  I told him I could live with this.  I told him what I would never, never abide would be him lying to me;  about his whereabouts, about who he was with, hiding receipts, anything, and I’d be gone.  If I were to ask he’d tell me, if not, he’d keep it to himself and lastly I said it would never be something that ever came into our home or when he wasn’t on the road.  He knew I was serious and the last thing Joe ever wanted is for me to leave him.  You see despite this, which sounds so utterly insane, he has always really loved me.  I’m his ‘one true love’, Bette. I’m his and I’ve always known it, but he’s not mine.  So he was careful to follow the rules and in some bizarre way it’s worked for us.  I guess it actually leveled the playing field for us.  I didn’t have to work so hard to… I don’t know… make sure he felt loved enough.   Oh, I don’t know, this all sounds so absurb.”

    Tina sobbed into Bette’s shoulder.  And after a few minutes Bette thought Tina had fallen asleep.  When she lifted her head and stared into Bette’s eyes and in barely a whisper she said, “You know something Bette, you want to hear something really sad?  That dance, that dance tonight, oh my god Bette, I don’t think I have ever been that turned on in my life.  Ever.  Fuck Bette what is wrong with me?”

    Tina put her head back down on Bette’s shoulder and continued to cry softly until she finally fell asleep.  Bette tried to move them a bit to get them a little more comfortable. She finally got them into a bearable position on the couch and began to let the events sink in.  She was certain of one thing, she was not going anywhere.  She held tight to this precious woman in her arms and knew at that moment that she would not willing let go, ever.  She was going to fight, fight and win this woman’s heart and she would never let anyone hurt her again. 

     

     

     

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    4. Wow, absolutely lovely. They have really just charmed the pants off each other, and are falling so fast….”I’d go anywhere with you in that skirt. Can hardly wait for the next chapter. Thanks for posting.

    5. Wow, absolutely lovely. They have really just charmed the pants off each other, and are falling so fast….”I’d go anywhere with you in that skirt. Can hardly wait for the next chapter. Thanks for posting.

    7. Well at least her husband respected her enough not to bring home disease to her. I don’t understand cheating. But I do respect his honesty with Tina. Great story. More Please :)

    12. I hope Tina will not be cold and distant with Bette the next morning. I really don’t want to see this Bette be hurt. James needs a raise for getting them a two bedroom suite! PPS

    13. Wow, I was only 3 chapters behind. I too moved around in my childhood and spent my later teens and twenties in Hawaii. Man, what a place. I believe that it is time for Bette to meet Ellie. Maybe Ellie can let Bette know that maybe it is time for her mom to move on and gain her (Tina) own happiness.

    14. Bette’s suit jacket is going to be ruined from all the tears. Thanks for this chapter. I love the way you have written Tina’s struggle. I’m so glad she was able to open up to Bette.

    15. I don’t think Bette is going to have to fight *too* hard to win Tina’s heart. Joe’s about to lose out, big time. And I gotta say, it’ll serve him right. Great update, thanks, D&A!

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