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    Starting Over (35)

    Story written on September 12, 2009 by Dazed and Amused.
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    Sharing the pain…and the joy.

    As she opened the door Tina burst through the door and immediately questioned Bette.

    “Babe, what’s going on?  What’s wrong?”

    Bette looked down and answered quietly.

    “Nothing Tina, I just feel asleep.  You scared me.”

    Tina looked at Bette with fear and a bit of panic.

    “Bullshit Bette.  What the fuck is going on?”

    Tina started pacing and running her hands through her hair.  She continued with her voice beginning to get faster and louder.

    “Are you having doubts about us?  I’m sorry I’ve been busy.  I promise it’ll get better.  It’s just early days and I want to be careful.  I really thought you understood.”

    Bette sat down and buried her face in her hands.

    “Tina, I’m sorry…It’s just us… all of it… I hate feeling like this.”

    “What the hell are you talking about?   Feeling like what?   I thought we were in love.  Shit Bette.  What the hell are you going to tell me?  Please, Bette…do not do this.”

    Tina looked at Bette with tears erupting from her eyes.  Bette walked to her and pulled her into her. 

    “Tina, it’s not what you think.  I was scared.  I…I hate feeling like …I need you so much…Tina…”

    Tina looked into Bette’s eyes.

    “Bette, I thought we went over all this.  I thought you were really starting to trust my feelings for you…to trust me?  Bette, what changed?”

    Bette pulled herself away, sat on the edge of the bed and buried her head in her hands.

    “Tina, it’s just…it’s the holidays…It’s just brought up some painful memories.  I’ll be alright I don’t want to dump this on you.  I’m sorry.”

    Tina looked down at Bette put her hands on her hips and spoke sternly to Bette.

    “You are seriously mistaken if you think for one second that you aren’t going to tell me exactly what has put you in this state.”

    Tina took a deep breath and softened her demeanor.  She sat next to Bette and gently placed her arm around Bette’s shoulder and pulled her to her.

    “Babe, I love you and if something is causing you pain, then it gives me pain.  It isn’t a burden Bette, it’s a privilege.  Bette if it was me in pain you’d move mountains to ease my pain.  Geez Bette, look what you’ve done to help me with Ellie.  You have to allow me the same opportunity.”

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    6. “You brought me Christmas.” CUTE! :) Bette is rather complicated isn’t she? JB said she choose her to play because she (Bette) was so troubled. Troubled and completely disfunctional are two different things. Thank God she was sane. She simply has her moments. Mostly insecurity shows up from time to time. Which manifest as fear. I’m glad in the series we were able to see Bette grow out of some of it in the end.

    15. I thought we were done with heavy stuff??? What happened to Bette in her childhood is terrible.Tin is the rght person to take away this hidding fear of Bette. PPVS

    17. That was so moving. Bette is so fortunate to have Tina in her life. She has finally found someone who loves her enough to go through her pain with her and help her to heal. Thanks for this amazing update.

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