This is turning out really bad
her place is 11 blocks away or maybe 12… *****.

In my head right now all I could
think of is one thing. Run. I haven’t run since grade 5 and that’s because I
missed the school bus.

Okay, I’ve got sneakers on so
that’s good.

“Alice!
Open the door man!” she’s playing boyz ii men. Christ. “Alice!
Open the door! I need some water man” 
I am so out of breath, and I’m sweating well of course I’ve sweat
before but not from running.

“Shane? Oh my god!! Are you
okay?? You’re sweating like a pig eeew… DID YOU RUN???”

She asked me that as if I cured
cancer. Her nose is red and she’s wearing that white cotton pj’s that looks so
***** cute on her.

“Yeah” Still catching my breath
here. “Are you okay Al? You want to talk about it? How long did I take to get
here??”

“Uhm about 40 minutes.” She said.
We’re on the couch now.

“Holy *****, I did 40 minutes of running?!?”  Guess time do really fly. “Aaww honey you
ran cause of me??” “Well yeah, I’m really worried about you. You sounded so sad
and you wanted some” she cut me off. Again.

 “Shane stop talking okay I’m fine I did a
lot of thinking for 40 minutes and
yeah I was stupid for staying with her. Also I’m even stupider for thinking
that she would love me and you know I just wanna get over it.” She smiled and
thinks it’s all good. But I know it’s not.  

“Right are you sure?? I mean we
can still ***** about her if you want” I asked. I can still see sadness in her
eyes. And I made a mental note to kill Gabby.

“Okay, tell me what I can do to
make you happy”

“Well, you can go have a shower since
you’re a bit sticky for me to cuddle with and we can watch a movie or something…
and I’m not in the mood for milk tonight, but you should go and catch up with
the girls”

“No way! Im gonna take a shower
and stay here with you” she chuckled when I said that to her, it made me smile.
Quickly I went to the bathroom and have a shower.  Probably was the quickest shower I ever had.

She gave me a v-neck white
t-shirt and black pajama pants that is a bit small for me, it only goes above
my ankle.

“Oh my god Shane!” she laugh. Not sure if it was at me or something else.
“You have no idea how cute you look right now!”  “Cute?” 
How perplexed I was.

      I went and sat
next to her on the couch; she made popcorn and took out some beers. I    should have done that. Not her. The movie
started and it’s Dirty Dancing hmm
never heard of it before.

“So what’s the movie about?” she turned and looked at me. I
am a bit scared for what’s about to come out from her mouth.

“You never had seen Dirty Dancing before?” “Well I’ve heard
of it before” I lied. “I just didn’t get the chance to check it out” “Shane,
why do you bother lying you really suck at it” she said non-chalantly. And
it’s true I’m a bad liar. “Okay yeah, never heard of it before” “well sit
tight, you’re gonna love it” sounds good to me.

We’re about 3/4 way through the movie. It’s quite good,
bunch of dancing people. A feel good movie I guess. My arm is around her and
her head is on my shoulder. I could stay like this forever. I turned around and
looked at her, making her move her head and she looked at me. Our eyes met. “You
know” I said, turning back to the TV, but she’s still looking at me. “She’s a
total idiot she’s missing out on a really beautiful girl” I grin.

I could still sense her eyes on me. I turned around and look
at her, she’s smiling. Never in my life would I get sick of that smile.

ps.should i continue??