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The Burden of Control – Chapter 18
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Bette’s words were so soft and quiet that Kit had to strain to hear them. “Forget what, Baby girl?”
“I don’t know anymore, Kit.”
“Well Bette, you seemed fine that last time I saw you. What happened this weekend that you wanted to forget?”
***
Touch me…touch me here.
Bette felt the connection, the sudden rush of emotion that made her head swim and her hands shake. It reminded her of the very first time she and Tina had made love. Only this time it was Tina who clearly controlled the pace of this joining and Bette who was somewhat hesitant in her response.
Bette never imagined that she’d be here at Tina’s apartment, sitting on Tina’s bed helping Tina undo her shirt. It was all happening so fast. They had been in the kitchen just minutes before discussing the sonogram. The hug they shared was merely an innocent offering of comfort on Tina’s part. At least that’s what Bette had initially thought. She couldn’t stop the sigh from escaping her lips at the heartfelt contact. It felt so good to have Tina in her arms once again. How it felt to gently run her hands across her back and feel Tina do the same in response. And as they pulled away…Bette couldn’t help but stop and breathe in Tina’s scent. Whispered words were exchanged, but Bette had no recollection what they were because Tina had pulled back slightly and they were now exchanging the same tension filled air. Tina’s hands came up to frame her face and Bette stood frozen as Tina reached up and kissed her. They backed away for a second and Bette watched in awe as Tina brought her hands down Bette’s neck, sweeping across her shoulders to finally cover her breasts. Bette felt her breathing go ragged and her heart start to pound as she caught the look in Tina’s eye. Then they were kissing again and Bette stopped thinking and concentrated on feeling.
And Bette was overwhelmed with feeling joy when Tina removed her shirt and Bette felt the roundness of Tina’s stomach. She reached out and traced the gentle curve, amazed once again at the life growing inside.
A baby girl that she had seen that very afternoon at Dr. Wilson’s office.
Bette smiled and slowly leaned forward and kissed the skin above Tina’s navel. Hands once again touched her face and Bette looked up to see Tina watching her, a smile mirroring Bette’s own. And then Tina was reaching for her and Bette was once again lost in the sensuous haze that Tina’s kisses always brought.
It was all so surreal. Initially she had been somewhat shocked that Tina wanted to take the lead. But the moment Tina’s fingertips sensuously traced the contours of her back Bette felt a hot flush of desire erupt at the tender, knowing touch.
And when those fingertips dipped lower…
It felt as though Bette had once again come home.
She had been afraid that Tina’s body wouldn’t respond to her. That it would balk at her touch as it had the night of Provocations. So Bette took her time reconnecting and remembering, once again familiarizing herself with Tina’s body with a touch of gentle reverence.
Teasing.
Exploring.
Caressing.
Tasting.
Coaxing a response from Tina’s body using her hands and her lips.
And when Tina gave herself to Bette once again …
Well nothing on earth felt better than Tina did at that moment.
***
“I don’t understand…that’s great Baby girl,” Kit interrupted., clearly confused by Bette’s somewhat melancholy expression.
Bette turned away from the door and sat back down at the table. She reached over and grabbed the water bottle, bringing it to her suddenly dry mouth and taking a long sip. She closed her eyes, still caught up in the memories and the feelings they evoked. Then resolutely she opened them and looked up at Kit. “I thought so too. Until…”
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Tibette…I don’t know what to say…thank you so much for bringing this back. I am so sorry about your great Aunt. I know it was comforting for you to spend time with her at the end, she knew she was loved take comfort in that. Your writing just blows me away. I can’t say I am sorry for stalking you cause I must have said something right. I can’t tell you how many times I have read and reread this story willing for a new post. You have definately made my day. Hope to continue reading more from you. Take care.
It seems like Bette has given up. I hope not, she needs to tell Tina. She needs that support. Yes Kit is there for her but she really needs her friends right now.
First I am sorry to hear about your loss. Second, I am glad to see you back with this story. I was thinking about you and the story the other day and hoped that everything was all right with you. You made my day on this dull Monday.
Tibette…I’m very sorry to hear of your loss. I know it must have been hard on you and your family. I too have lost loved ones to cancer. I want to thank you so much thou for continuing with your story. I’ve missed it so much and hoped that one day you would return to us. Great update, please post as soon as you can. This really is a touching story! Welcome Back!!!!
sorry about your great aunt……it’s really great to see you back with this story, i hope bette will tell tina and they can be together again
Tibette, so sorry to hear about your great aunt. Thank you so much for writing again. I really appreciate the time and effort that you put into this story. It means so much that you share your talents here, with us.
Thank you for the post. It has definitely being missed and longed for. So sorry to hear of your lose. Please continue to take it one day at a time. Healing will come.
I am sorry to hear about your loss. I do love this story and hope to see more of it. Maybe through your writings it will bring you some peace of mind. One of my favorite scenes with Bette and Tina is in the second season when they were together. When I read that part I smiled because it brought back that feeling of joy. Please continue with this story. It does bring joy in a time that we could all use some escapeism (not sure how to spell that word even if it exists).
Good chapter!
i understand what u have gone through, i am going through it now, my mom was just diagnosed with final stage lung cancer, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family, and as a side note, please anyone still addicted to smoking please get help to quit, the result is not so pretty!!!great update on your story!!
tibette..thank you so much for this post. I have missed this story along with everyone else. I am so sorry for your loss and it is hard to watch someone you love die from cancer but she knew you were there and that is what she needed. I hope your writer’s block has passed and you can continue with this great story.
I’m very sorry to hear of your loss – my Great aunt is very special to me – and i know how i would feel.however it is good to see you back – & i’m guessing if you’ve left us a cliff hanger that you are planning to return again with more – personally i hope thats soon!