I looked into my goddess’ eyes and breathed out, “Bette.”

“Tina,” Bette continued, “do what you feel right in your heart. Don’t heed to someone who wants to control you, to hurt you. Fulfill your heart’s desire.”

“I don’t know what that is,” I said.

“Then I’ll help you figure it out,” Bette said standing up. My goddess extended her hand to me and said, “come home with me.”

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　　　 We’ve been through so much. I was disowned by family once I told them about my decision. They said that I was a disgusting devil worshipper and that I was going to burn in Hell.
　　　　 It was so painful to watch my mom throw out every single picture she ever had of me and my dad cry in disappointment wishing I wasn’t his daughter. I cried so much as I bagged all of the things they threw away and my dad said that he would tell my brother that I had died because that would have been better news than the truth.
　　　　 That should have killed me but my goddess was there to hold me and kiss all my sorrows away.
　　　　 Then when I thought it couldn’t get any worse fucking Eric shows up. He showed up at Bette’s house angry with a baseball bat. He had taken the news of my coming out horribly and decided to slap me around a bit. Bette was so angry it took all my strength to restrain her so she wouldn’t attack him.
　　　　 Instead Bette and I hit him where it would hurt. When Joyce saw the bruises and gashes and scars she knew that she would destroy him. The lawyer had been so angry she didn’t even charge us the full price of her services and vowed to make sure Eric paid for what he did.
　　　　 She was absolutely brilliant in court and left Eric and his business in pieces. That’s why he showed up at Bette’s house with that baseball bat breaking two of the rules on the restraining order.
　　　　 Bette and I were hiding in her room phoning the police as we heard the crashing of windows and the angry yells from Eric. He was approaching Bette’s room when she decided to take one for the team. I was mortified as she rushed out into the hall to stop him from getting to me.
　　　　 I heard　him cussing and screaming and my goddess responded in kind but I could hear the fear in her voice. That’s when I heard the crack of the bat and Bette’s cry of pain. I lunged out of the room in a panic but luckily the authorities had arrived. My goddess was rushed to the hospital as the bat had hit her temple quite awfully. Eric went to jail and Joyce had already promised to make sure he goes to prison for a long time.
　　　　 Bette recovered very　slowly as the concussion had been very severe. She was in the hospital for almost 2 weeks when they deemed her fit to leave but still she wasn’t allowed　to go back to work for another two weeks because her job was too stressful for her head to handle.
　　　　 "I’m fine I don’t understand why I’m not allowed to go back to work!" Bette whined finishing the last of the dinner I had brought directly to her bed.
　　　　 "Because if u stress out u can seriously damage your head," I said, "more than it already is."
　　　　 I laughed and she smiled at me. Her smile never failed to leave me breathless.
　　　　 "You’ll sleep in here right?" she said tentatively. I stayed in the guest room as our relationship wasn’t as progressed, but sometimes when I cried over the loss of my family or when she was overly stressed from work, we both slept in here.
　　　　 "Of course, I’m not going anywhere," I said walking around to sit on the other side of the bed. I slipped off my shoes and laid down beside her.
　　　　 "Hey T," she said affectionately. I loved the nickname, I loved anything my goddess called me.
　　　　 "Yeah?" I said tentatively. Even though we’d been dating for over 6 months, she still made me so nervous with that deep sultry voice of hers.
　　　　 "I　love you."
　　　　 My eyes began to tear up as I heard her words. I couldn’t believe my ears. This beautiful goddess loved me? I was nothing compared to her! She was way out of my league and here she was telling me she loved me?
　　　　 "I-I," I stuttered.
　　　　 "You don’t have to say anything you don’t feel, Tina," Bette said a hint of disappointment discernible in her voice.
　　　　"No, I just…how can you love me? I’ve been nothing but trouble! I am insignificant next to　your beauty! Your a goddess!" The words slipped out of my mouth before I could stop them.
　　　　 "I helped you because I love you, it is not a trouble!" Bette said, "and don’t you dare think that you are inadequate for me! I am no goddess! You are! The moment I saw you I was entranced!"
　　　　 "Really?" I said with a small smile.
　　　　 "You are my goddess," Bette said grabbing my hand firmly, "I still can’t believe I have you."
　　　　 I smiled at her words and said, "I love you too, my goddess."
　　　　 She smiled at my declaration and leaned forward planting a soft kiss on my lips. The kiss quickly grew passionate as I parted my lips and her　tongue slipped into my mouth.
　　　　 I moaned into her mouth and arched my back wrapping my arms around her neck. She hung hers around my waist and pulled me closer. Then she pushed me onto my back gently and straddled me.
　　　　 I looked at her lustfully, I had been having fantasies about this moment　since the day I met her. Watching her sitting on my thighs lifting her shirt off of her was even better than my fantasies.
　　　　 I trembled in anticipation as　she slipped her fingers under my blouse and lifted it off of me. I sat up so she could take my shirt off and I instantly latched my lips onto her neck. She dropped her head back placing her hands on my shoulders to let me dominate.
　　　　 "T," she moaned, "are you sure you wanna take this step?"
　　　　 Is she seriously asking me that? I knew she was only asking me because I have never been with a woman before.
　　　　 "Yes," I said, "I can’t live off the fantasies anymore."
　　　　　　　　 Bette chuckled lightly and took charge once more unclasping my bra and pushing me onto my back. I reached around her to unclasp her bra but I couldn’t seem to get it right. I could take off my own bra but I couldn’t take off someone else’s? No wonder men complain all the time.
　　　　 Bette’s laughter filled the room and she said, "how’s it going back there?"
　　　　 "Not good," I said with a shy smile.
　　　　 "You’ll get the hang of it," Bette said sitting up　unhooking her own bra and throwing it to the side. The breasts of a goddess, I couldn’t help but moan at the sight. Bette bit her lower lip at my reaction and leaned down to suck my nipple into her mouth.
　　　　 "Ahh!" I moaned arching my back. That felt better than when any guy did it, not that they bothered with foreplay much.
　　　　 "Pay attention," Bette said with a smirk taking my nipple into her mouth once more. She swirled her tongue around it again then gave it　a sharp suck that made me squeak in delight.
　　　　 She moved herself upwards until her breasts were right above my face. I licked my lips up and arched up to take her already hard nipple into my mouth. I imitated her actions hearing how she purred her delight. Then I did something different, taking the nipple in between my teeth and pulling on it gently.
　　　　 "Ohhh fuck!" Bette moaned, "Tina! You sure you’ve never been with a woman before?"
　　　　 "I just do what I like on me," I said smirking, "so pay attention."
　　　　 Bette laughed loudly and sat up straight, "nice way to throw my words back at me."
　　　　 I giggled and took in a shuddering when I felt her hands unbuckling and unzipping my jeans. She slid them down seductively making sure to leave a trail of kisses down my right leg. She repeated the action to my left leg as she slipped down my panties.
　　　　 "So wet," Bette moaned.
　　　　 "I wanna see you," I gasped out.
　　　　 Bette smiled and stood up on the bed as I watched in awe. She slipped down her pajama pants so slowly, then her panties teasingly slow. I saw her wetness dripping and I felt my breathing picking up. God she really was a goddess. So beautiful. I couldn’t help but stare and she squirmed slightly. It was the first time I had ever seen my goddess’ confidence waiver but it was a fleeting moment because she was already on her knees in front of me.
　　　　　　　　 "This is a little different so pay close attention," Bette said, "I don’t mind showing you again though." She smiled playfully as she leaned down licked my slit seductively.
　　　　 "Mmm yeah," I moaned. She knew exactly what to do and her tongue had no problem hitting all the right places. None of the guys I was　with had such an easy time figuring out what pleases me. Bette was like a master. I was feeling that familiar pleasure building up in my stomach but it was so much stronger than any other I’ve ever had.
　　　　 When I felt her fingers enter me I thought I was in heaven. "Ohhh fuck I’m gonna…" I trailed off replacing the word with a scream that could have broken glass. It was the most　intense orgasm I had ever had in my entire life.
　　　　 When I came back to reality Bette was sitting on her heels with a smug grin on her face.
　　　　 "Wow," I said.
　　　　 "Was that better than any one a man has given you?" Bette asked.
　　　　 "Hell yeah, by far!" I said.
　　　　 "See that just proves my theory," Bette said smiling and lying down beside me.
　　　　 "What theory is that?" I said seductively moving to sit on top of her.
　　　　 "Men are unnecessary in the world," Bette said laughing.
　　　　 "Well, I’m starting to believe that," I said moving myself down until I was face to face with her center.
　　　　 "You sure you’re ready for this?" Bette said breathlessly.
　　　　 "I wanna make you cum," I said huskily.
　　　　 "Even I didn’t do that to my first but you’re welcome to try," Bette said jokingly, "I have faith in you."
　　　　 "Ha. Ha," I said sarcastically leaning down and licking from her opening up to her clit.
　　　　 I looked up at her for a　moment asserting the new, strangely arousing taste. "How do I taste?" My goddess said smiling that beautiful smile.
　　　　 "Best thing I’ve ever had," I said leaning down and licking again. I had no idea what I was doing so I figured I should lick every where until I hear her moaning in approval.
　　　　 I went directly　to her clit because that’s what works for me and I slipped a finger inside of her. "Yes, like that," she moaned softly.
　　　　 I pumped my finger in and out of　her agonizingly slow and her hips started to buck into my hand. I continued to lick the nub enjoying the sounds of her pleasurable mewls. Then I pressed　my tongue against just the right place and I heard gasp loudly, "right there! Right there!"
　　　　 I focused on the spot putting as much pressure as my tongue could and I added another finger.
　　　　 "Fuck, Tina!" Bette moaned. I always loved how she said my name but when she said it like that…
　　　　 I became more aggressive with a moan and started to suck on that spot that made her squirm while pressing my fingers firmly against her G spot. She picked up on what sparked my aggressiveness and she started panting out, "Tina, Tina, Tina!"
　　　　 Then arching her back and screaming my name loud, I saw the most beautiful thing my goddess could ever do. I held her and watched as she trembled spewing out profanities along with praises on my new found skill.
　　　　 I climbed up to spoon in front of her and she wrapped her arms around me lazily.
　　　　 "That was beautiful," I said.
　　　　 "That was amazing!" Bette said, "there’s no way this was your first time.”

“No, I was just guessing down there,” I said with a laugh.

“You’re a good guesser,” Bette said kissing my cheek tenderly, “I love you, Tina Kinnard.”

I smiled and turned around to kiss her gently on the lips before responding, “I love you too, Bette Porter. My Goddess.”