Did We Forget ?

Its for you. She said holding out the phone. Its Bette.

I felt as if I had been kicked in the stomach. Alice held my hand as I took the phone.

What do you want? I whispered.

I just want to talk to you Tina I want to explain

I cant right now. I said cutting her off before she could finish her sentence. Im not ready for this.

When will you be ready T? Bette said despairingly.

I dont know I just dont know. I said as I hung up the phone.


Alice grabbed Tina by the shoulder and gently turned her towards her.


You know T, youre gonna have to speak to Bette sooner or later?

I knodded my head.

I guess your right its just hard Alice. You know?

Yeah I know. She pointed out. But its hard for Bette too, shes hurting just the same, and I know you dont want to believe that right now, but deep down I think you know its true. She continued stroking my cheek.

I leaned back and closed my eyes.

Do you think she still loves me? I mouthed barely audible.

Alices eyes bore deep in to mine.

Tina, I know she still loves you, I dont think she ever stopped
I just I just think she forgot to for a little while.

I stood there silent for a moment, taking in everything that Alice had said.

You know what Alice? I said shakily.


I dont think she was the only one I think I forgot too.