The line begins to blur PT 4

Don’t say you want me, don’t say you need.

Don’t say you love me. It’s understood.

Don’t say you’re happy out there without me

I know you can’t be.

Cause it’s no good.

CH 8

We got out of the shower. I towel dry her. Moving slowly from her legs to her torso, her back. I kiss her back, the cuts, the line of her spine I lick.  I kiss her shoulder blades. I kiss the back of neck. I kiss her ears. I know I am in love with her. I don’t know why. I don’t know her, I don’t trust her but I love her. Ok maybe I trust to her a point. She’s making these low sounds her breathing more like panting. We have to move this to my bed. Thank god Mark locked my bedroom, it was the only room not damaged by the party.

We land on the bed together her lips, my lips it was never tired. I was though I didn’t  feel it till I hit the mattress. She stops and just looks at me. Does she feel the same for me as do for her? When she looks at me like that I can’t help but wonder.

“What are you thinking right now?” I ask her.

“I was thinking about what life would have been like had we met under different circumstances. I was thinking how much I would love to move to Fiji with you and how great it would be to surf and make love with you……..”

I rest my case; this girl knows exactly what I am thinking all the time. I made my mind up then I knew I loved her. I don’t care how crazy it sounds.

“What about you Shane what are you thinking?”

“I was thinking something crazy; I was thinking that maybe I was in love with you.”

I don’t let her answer; I get on top of her.  And start kissing her again. I slowly kiss her throat, I suck on her collar bone not hard though, I grind myself on her slowly building that fire again. I do that while suck on her nipples moving from one to other. I look at her and she has her eyes closed shut, she has her hand resting on her forehead. The sweat of us together makes an intoxicating mix I tell her. As I grind hard on her. She scratches my back and the sting feels good. I tell do it harder. I tell her make me yours. My breath catches as I come from the feel of her grinding back under me. She follows and the sounds coming from her are so sexy.