“Your room?” Carmen winks at me while we walk to my room… she opens my room, getting inside and closing the door when I got it. I go to the window to look at the night… night won’t hurt me… it doesn’t lie. And every night I say this is the night when I finally stop this… get control

“Shane…”

But every time she say’s my name, it hurts my soul, cause I really can’t let go…. All this walls are caving in, because the suffering never goes away.

“Shane…” (Carmen touches Shane’s back. She closes her eyes at the contact)

 I need to get away from her, need to walk away from this, get away, walk away, walk away. (Carmen turns her around)

I hate to show her, that I’ve lost control… (Carmen takes her shirt off looking at Shane)

I’m about to break, ‘cause I can’t stop this fucking ache, every night, the same thing. I’m addicted to her allure, addicted to her. She was right 3 month ago… she has me in her hands and I know she’s gonna blow me away anytime, but I still can’t let her go. I’m praying for a cure. (Carmen takes the rest of her cloths off and walks towards Shane)

I can’t mend this torn state I’m in. Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve such cruel days? (Carmen kisses Shane’s neck)

Pain is what I feel at her touch…this slow burn… and every step I take, leads to one mistake (Shane moans and Carmen’s stop and looks at her. All Shane sees is Carmen’s lips)

I keep going right back to the one thing that I need…. (They kiss slowly)

To walk away from…

(Shane hands go to Carmen’s face, not wanting to stop kissing. Carmen backs up a little unbuttoning Shane’s pants)

Every time I try to gasp for air, I am smothered in despair. It’s never over… never over, no. It seems like I’ll never wake up from this nightmare… I let out a silent prayer to let it be over, over… I’ve lost control. (Carmen goes down on Shane. Shane closes her eyes and puts her hands on he face while Carmen licks and sucks on her center)

Need to walk away from you, need to get away from you, need to walk away, need to get away from you, want to run away from you, need to get away from you. All I need to do is walk away, walk away, get away.

 (Carmen slips two fingers in Shane)

It’s just a little hard to leave, while she’s going down on me. I guess I stuck around because I have no control over me when I’m with her… because I want to know how she’ll get rid of me at the end… I guess I stuck around for all the wrong reasons. I keep going right back to the one thing that I need…. to walk away from. Deep inside I’m screaming…. Bleeding, crying, begging, pleading…. NO MORE! OHH!