Previously…

We’d spent time talking about everything.  Growing up, school, friends, learning to drive, music, places we’d been to and still wanted to visit, movies, favorite children’s books – Bette was amused that I adored Dr. Seuss and couldn’t believe I hadn’t read ‘Monkeys Go On Strike’. 

Subjects both mundane and meaningful, the inconsequential and highly significant were covered. 

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When I walked in Bette was already seated, looking pensive.  I think…yes my cell phone confirmed it. I was on time.  Had she been waiting long?  Next to her was a presumably empty cup as it was pushed away from reach. 

She must have been here for some time as her morning coffee was enjoyed leisurely by habit.  I wonder why she’s early. 

Watching her for a moment, my eyes rested at ease on her form.  A sense of calm washed over me.  When had I done this last?   Just looked at her.  It’s been a while that’s for certain.  Not only because we’ve separated.  Even before then I don’t think we really ‘saw’ each other for a distinct period. 

I think back to our exchange last week.   Sighing, I whispered the thought just to myself this time.  I miss her.  Truth be told I missed her in some respects even when we were together.  Right after we lost him and before she…I can’t do this.  Not now. 

Right now she was waiting for me.

Exchanging hellos she invited me to sit.  “Wow” I was enthused, “this looks great!”   Knowing coffee was on its way perked me up even more.  Although not as much as the thought of her picking up my favorite from the bakery. 

“I’ve been meaning to go by there to feed my craving.  Thank you so much,” I gushed.  “This is so thoughtful of you.” 

It felt good having someone know exactly what I wanted. 

“So,” she started after I’d settled into my chair. “I hope you don’t mind.  I read the entire plan.  It’s excellent Tina.”

“Really good,” she reiterated.  “Very well constructed, clearly marked deliverables, concrete supporting data.” As a whole, the project plan merited acknowledgment of being comprehensive she shared with well meaning interest.  “I’m glad to be reminded how amazing your mind works.  Your passion comes through even in the staid details.”