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To the Moon and Back – chapter 37
“You can’t blame yourself for everything,” Tina said.
“I can only blame Candace for kissing me first and being the icing on my cake of confusion. I’m the one who let it continue when I shouldn’t have.”
“Well I was talking about how I’m faulty in this too but we should start with Candace since you brought it up.”
Bette sighed and rubbed her eyes. “I felt like we were falling out of love, or at least that I was. With all the stress from Provocations and then the miscarriage I just felt that things were falling apart and that it symbolized our commitment to each other. The night of Kit’s performance, Slim Daddy kept thinking Candace and I were a couple and I brushed it aside but then the day you were in Palm Springs was the day she kissed me.”
“So that’s why you were acting so weird when I came back and surprised you in your office?” Tina asked even though it wasn’t really a question.
“Yes and I felt horrible. My lips were only meant to be yours but at the same time, that kiss freed me from the stress I was under. I allowed it to continue when I shouldn’t have. I know you don’t want to hear this but I’m going to say it anyway. The day before Provocations, I had her take me to a hotel because I needed to escape the world, only I entered a world much darker. We’re both aware of what happened the next night and it was only then, when I was caught that I knew I fucked up. Before that I thought I could get away with it because I wouldn’t let it elevate to anything, but it had already reached a point further than I ever wanted.” Bette started to cry again, as did Tina.
Tina didn’t want to hear this but Bette was on a roll and she wasn’t stopping. “You had every right to leave me, and I would have left myself too. In fact, I would have never been with myself in the first place, because look at me, I’m a disaster.”
Tina stroked Bette’s face. “A beautiful disaster.”
Those words reminded Bette of an artist who seemed to be always singing about her life. She sat up and grabbed Tina’s hand. “Come with me.” She led her into the living room where the stereo and Bette’s cd collection was. She picked up Kelly Clarkson’s Breakaway cd and put it on to track 9. “Listen,” she said as she joined Tina on the couch.
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Lookie lookie here =)
Right when did Kelly Clarkson get cool. All of a sudden she’s putting out good music? I love her and I don’t know why LOL!
Poor B&T not getting their much needed and deserved release. Not that I know anything about doing that to the girls myself. Excellent chapter as always :)
I love that album so much.Are you a fan JB?Nice funny update.
LOL…..Alice always getting in trouble….Great Chaper…Glad to see Bette finally talking about what happen between her and Candace…Post Soon!!
How sad is it that I know that song is track 10 I hate myself for losing you, on Kelly Clarksons cd (please don’t tell my friends). Anyway great chapter as always, I like funny Alice she is way better than crazy Alice who seems to be popping up everywhere.
Wonderful chapter, very funny with Alice. Glad they made up.
Yay!!! Glad the Candace thing is out of the way. Who thought Kelly Clarkson could have such resonance? LOL
“I’ve been waiting for you,” Tina seductively replied.
Damn, JBlover, that’s hot!!!
Great update. Kelly Clarkson, both albums if you really listen have some fantastic songs. Tina definitly needs to get over the pool thing. Nice ending to the chapter, but whats with Alice, listening and making commments. I’m with Bette, I’d kill her.
I’LL got to go in bed night! LOL! but you posted now I need to read it LOL! Whoa! Alice you get the F*** out of there LOL! Alice always in action in Bette and Tina relationship that was so funny Hey JB Please continue POst soon!!!
Kelly Clarkson is one of those artists you don’t want to like…and I end up liking everything she does! Drives me crazy. Great chapter and thanks!
That was amazing and awesome and hot. Damn Alice is so fucking funny and Bette will kick her ass soon later, and Tina a little funny to about wearing clothes. Love what Bette and Tina have now and glad Bette and Tina have a little talk and let see what’s next. Post soon please, thanks! Oh the song of Kelly Clarkson is and I’m going to buy that cd soon!
Damn! What i wouldn’t give to be a fly on the wall….Alice…lucky bitch!lol LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Kelly Clarkson….Hate to admit it b/c she is like so …trendy, but gotta give the girl credit every song is gold.
Oh my goodness that is so weird. Ever since I heard that song I thought of B&T. Wow. I love that song. This story is great!
I have a feeling that B&T will have some kind of payback with Alice’s name on it.
I didn’t laugh too hard at the fact that she interrupted them, that’s a typical Alice thing. I laughed out loud at what she said…… Bette and Tina yelp out simultaneously, “Oh my god!!! I’m comminngggg!!”……….. “Like hell you are!” Alice said quite loudly.
JB…thanks for the chapter. Is Tina going to have a phobia about pools forever? Damn…LOL. It’s great that Bette opened up about how she felt…Tina needs to do so also. Tina wants honesty..she needs to be honest with Bette. Everytime Bette & Tina are close to getting their needs met..they get interrupted. Damn does Al have bad timing. I honestly thought Tina was the one to go after her… ;-) Thanks for the chapter…sorry about all of the projects you have to do.
Kelly Clarkson is my Idol. Haha. Except not, and yeah. You’re the one that got me into her music of course.
I want more of this story, right now. And I’m the spoiled brat so I get what I want.
wow good chapter! i like how bette opened up! that kelly clarkson song was a perfect choice!….i cant believe alice interupted their love makin.UHHH….disappointing but funny!well post soon! ttyl
oh my..im so glad they talked about bitch Candance and im happy Tina liked the baby room now have them playing some payback to Alice..lol..great chappy as always JB thanks :o)