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    To the Moon and Back – chapter 37

    Story written on September 10, 2005 by JBlover4life.
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    The heart to heart continues but with some tears, music, a little bit of loving, and a visit from an unexpected guest


    “I woke up today
    Woke up wide awake
    In an empty bed
    Staring at an empty room
    I have myself to blame
    For the state I’m in today
    And now, dyin’ doesn’t seem so cruel

    And oh, I don’t know what to say
    And I don’t know anyway, anymore

    I hate myself for losing you
    I’m seeing it all so clear
    I hate myself for losing you
    What do you do when you look in the mirror
    And staring at you is why he’s not here

    You got what you deserved
    Hope your happy now
    Cause every time I think of her with you
    It’s killing me inside
    And now I dread each day
    Knowing that I can’t be saved
    From the loneliness of living without you

    And oh, I don’t know what to do
    Not sure that I’ll pull through
    I wish you knew

    I hate myself for losing you
    I’m seeing it all so clear
    I hate myself for losing you
    What do you do when you look in the mirror
    And staring at you is why he’s not here

    I hate myself for losing you

    And oh, I don’t know what to do
    Not sure that I’ll pull through
    I wish you knew
    I wish you knew
    And oh, I don’t know what to say
    And I don’t know anyway, anymore

    I hate myself for losing you
    I’m seeing it all so, I’m seeing it all so clear
    I hate myself for losing you
    What do you do when you look in the mirror
    And staring at you is why he’s not here

    What do you say when everything you said
    Is the reason why he left you in the end
    How do you cry when every tear you shed
    Won’t ever bring him back again
    I hate myself for loving you”


    Once it was over, both women were in tears. “That’s how I feel, except for the last line,” Bette said.


    Tina threw her arms around Bette and held her tighter than she ever did before. Bette felt her circulation being cut off. “Baby, you’re holding me a little too tight.”


    Tina pulled away and laughed a little. “Sorry. I just wasn’t expecting Kelly Clarkson to sing something that hits so close to home.”

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    1. Lookie lookie here =)
      Right when did Kelly Clarkson get cool. All of a sudden she’s putting out good music? I love her and I don’t know why LOL!
      Poor B&T not getting their much needed and deserved release. Not that I know anything about doing that to the girls myself. Excellent chapter as always :)

    4. How sad is it that I know that song is track 10 I hate myself for losing you, on Kelly Clarksons cd (please don’t tell my friends). Anyway great chapter as always, I like funny Alice she is way better than crazy Alice who seems to be popping up everywhere.

    6. Yay!!! Glad the Candace thing is out of the way. Who thought Kelly Clarkson could have such resonance? LOL

      “I’ve been waiting for you,” Tina seductively replied.

      Damn, JBlover, that’s hot!!!

    7. Great update. Kelly Clarkson, both albums if you really listen have some fantastic songs. Tina definitly needs to get over the pool thing. Nice ending to the chapter, but whats with Alice, listening and making commments. I’m with Bette, I’d kill her.

    8. I’LL got to go in bed night! LOL! but you posted now I need to read it LOL! Whoa! Alice you get the F*** out of there LOL! Alice always in action in Bette and Tina relationship that was so funny Hey JB Please continue POst soon!!!

    10. That was amazing and awesome and hot. Damn Alice is so fucking funny and Bette will kick her ass soon later, and Tina a little funny to about wearing clothes. Love what Bette and Tina have now and glad Bette and Tina have a little talk and let see what’s next. Post soon please, thanks! Oh the song of Kelly Clarkson is and I’m going to buy that cd soon!

    11. Damn! What i wouldn’t give to be a fly on the wall….Alice…lucky bitch!lol LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Kelly Clarkson….Hate to admit it b/c she is like so …trendy, but gotta give the girl credit every song is gold.

    13. I have a feeling that B&T will have some kind of payback with Alice’s name on it.

      I didn’t laugh too hard at the fact that she interrupted them, that’s a typical Alice thing. I laughed out loud at what she said…… Bette and Tina yelp out simultaneously, “Oh my god!!! I’m comminngggg!!”……….. “Like hell you are!” Alice said quite loudly.

    14. JB…thanks for the chapter. Is Tina going to have a phobia about pools forever? Damn…LOL. It’s great that Bette opened up about how she felt…Tina needs to do so also. Tina wants honesty..she needs to be honest with Bette. Everytime Bette & Tina are close to getting their needs met..they get interrupted. Damn does Al have bad timing. I honestly thought Tina was the one to go after her… ;-) Thanks for the chapter…sorry about all of the projects you have to do.

    15. Kelly Clarkson is my Idol. Haha. Except not, and yeah. You’re the one that got me into her music of course.

      I want more of this story, right now. And I’m the spoiled brat so I get what I want.

    17. oh my..im so glad they talked about bitch Candance and im happy Tina liked the baby room now have them playing some payback to Alice..lol..great chappy as always JB thanks :o)

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