Yeah, its one of those things that stuck with me my whole life. Bette was thinking about how her love for Tina would stick with her for her whole life too but she decided to keep that to herself.

After a momentary pause Tina grew serious and said, What happened to us Bette?

Bette looked puzzled. What do you mean?

When did we fall apart? What led us down the road to where we are tonight?

Well I told you I came here to see you.

Tina shook her head. No, Im not taking about that. I want to know what went wrong in the past.

Bette felt the tears swell up behind her eyes. She wanted Tina to know that she was sorry, so she felt honesty to be the best method to take. It was all my fault Tina, you know that.

No, I had a part in this too.

Bette shook her head side to side. No, I was just in my own world. I was selfish and inconsiderate. I ruined my life and this is the price I have to pay.

Your life wasnt the only one ruined, retorted Tina in a snappy matter.

I know and Im sorry. Sorry doesnt say much and if there was a stronger word than sorry I would be using it.

Well there isnt. You say sorry after you bump into someone on the street. You also say sorry to your partner after having an affair with a hussy carpenter. Youre right, the word doesnt do much.

Tears were strolling down Bettes face full blast. She knew she deserved it though. Tina felt bad for making Bette, who was once so strong, crumble after a few words. She got up and sat next to her. She let Bette collapse in her arms. She tried to calm her trembling body but Bette was just uncontrollable.

Im sorry. I didnt mean that Bette. My intention wasnt to upset you.

Bette continued to sniffle and uttered out her response. Its ok. I needed that.

Tina said, No you didnt, while stroking Bettes head.

Yes. It was my wake up call.

Wake up call to what?

Bette whispered softly, Nothing.

Bette, tell me.

My wake up call to the fact that we will never be together.

Tina pulled back to look Bette dead in the eyes. Im here right now arent I?

Yes, but this is different.

Things take time. You cant just snap your fingers and have everything be perfect again. Besides theres no such thing as perfect.

Bette said, Yes there is.

No there isnt.

To me, you are perfect.

Tina could feel her heart speed up. She pulled Bette in for a hug, and softly said under her breath, Youre perfect too.

TBC…