Her gorgeous blue eyes are dark this morning I can see the sadness and guilt she carries without having to hear the words she would need to express them.

——–Rachel——-

She looks tired as she stands in the doorway I know she has had too much to drink and I want to hold her and sooth the pain but she walks past and does not even speak let alone touch me.

She comes out of the bedroom half an hour later in her dressing gown and tells me that I can do what I like with the rest of my time but could I please meet Angie at the caf where I had breakfast yesterday at 1:30 for lunch.

I agree because as strange a request as it may seem it seems to be important to her and I would do anything to try and make her smile at me like she used to before our world came crashing down.

I lean into her and I feel her resist before she embraces me, kissing the top of my head. Everything for the last eighteen months she has done for me to my timetable to my whim. She has tried to do what she can the only thing she can’t do is talk to me like she used to. To tell me her inner most feeling to let me help mend her heart and so she can help mend me.

There is no way out to be apart would be impossible we are soul mates we would fade if we were not together. But being together is just as hard there is so much pain. Then just as we seem to find a way to be happy again it come crashing down again, and each time it does I feel her walls build slightly higher.

I look up into her eyes and place my lips on hers tracing her full lips with my tongue. She opens her mouth and I enter hungrily finding every corner with my tongue, the need to taste her overwhelming. She stands pulling me with her and pushing my robe off as we rise.

———Andy——–

I step back and look at her she is stunning and I cannot control the sudden lust that comes over me. The need to be inside her to feel her pleasure to know that I can still make her feel something other than pain.