“I don’t know…two I guess. One girl and one boy. What about you?”, she asked me.

“Well, since I grew up in a big family which I really enjoyed I’d like to have four kids.”, I said grinning at her and be both laughed.

“What about names? I bet you already know how many boys and girls you want and how you want to name them.”, she said laughing.

“I want two boys and two girls of course. The first boy will be called Lucas and the second will be called Felipe. And the girl’s names are Noémi and Amalia.”, I told her.

“Yeah…I like those names.”, she said smiling.

“What about you?”, I wanted to know.

I really didn’t expect her to answer this question. She surely never thought about it.

“If it’s a boy I want to call him Landon. I don’t know why but I like that name a lot. And if it’s a girl I want to call her Allegra which is Italian and means happy.”, she answered.

I was surprised that she actually did answer my question. She must have seriously thought about it. I touched her hand and she looked at me.

“How comes you always surprise me. I always thought I knew you but I guess there are a lot of sides of you, you never revealed…and you know what…I love those new sides.”, I told her.

I was drunk. Definitely. I began to kiss her and while I was kissing her I took off her tie and unbuttoned her shirt. I felt bandages over her body. For a moment I stopped kissing her and touched the bandages. Then I continued to kiss her taking off her shirt but when I started to open her jeans she stopped me by grapping my hand.

“Carmen, don’t get me wrong. You’re gorgeous and I want you more than everything else right now, but I know that you’re drunk. I don’t want to take advantage of the situation.”, she explained putting on her shirt again.

“Right…you’re so right, Shane. Here I am…dressed up for you, all over you and you still don’t want me. Don’t try to find some excuses, Shane. Just tell me, when I’m not attractive for you anymore. God, how could I be so stupid.”, I said angrily.

I felt so stupid. How could I think that she still loved me? She doesn’t even want to sleep with me anymore. I took my purse and got up.

“Carmen, please.”, she said.

“No it’s okay…thanks for the dinner tonight. You know last night you were talking while you slept. You moaned I love you and I hoped that you meant me but I guess I was wrong again.”, I said leaving with tears in my eyes.