"Carmen, I know you love me. You’re will never be able to leave me."

I didn’t say anything. Instead I fell on the ground and cried. I cried as I never cried before. My life was a mess. The love of my life does not love me back and now I’m all alone.

"Carmen, Carmen. Come on…wake up."

"What?…Jenny?"

Jenny pulled me into a hug to calm me down. It was only a nightmare, but it seemed so real. I felt the tears running down my face.

"I heard you screaming and crying so I woke up. Do you want to tell me what happened in your nightmare?"

"Shane…she did it again. She cheated on me and she…she told me that she could never change."

"Okay…come here…it was only a nightmare, okay? Shane loves you…"

Finally I calmed down and thanked Jenny for being there for me. I told her that I was okay and that she could go to sleep. It was 3 o’clock in the morning…I had to pick shane up at 9 a.m.

Yesterday I read the letter she wrote me over and over again. I always hoped that she would say these words. I couldn’t believe how lucky I was. I wanted to go back and pull her into a huge hug and never leave her again. Since I was not allowed to go back I decided to sleep at her bed so that I had the feeling that she wasn’t far away.

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Shane’s POV

Before I could leave I had to get another medical check-up. I was wating impatiently until Naomi came in. She smiled at me happily.

"I was hoping that we would see each other again. But not at the hospital."

"Well…sorry to disappoint you. But I hope you’re still happy to see me."

"Of course…"

We looked at each other and she bit her bottom lip. I grinned shyly.

"Uh…You need to get checked before you can leave the hospital. Can I take a lot at the injury?"

"Yeah…of course…"

I pulled my shirt up so that she could see the injury. She patted my abdomen and asked me if I felt any pain. I shook my head but she continue to touch me this time more lightly which made me shiver. She looked at me sexily but didn’t say anything. I wanted her to stop but maybe she didn’t take advantage of the situation. Maybe she was really checking if everything was alright.