I was silent until I saw a doctor coming towards us. He was the one who operated Shane, so I have to thank him that I didn’t loose her. He told us that the operation was successful. They could relieve the pressure from the lung which stopped the bleeding. He explained that Shane would be hardly able to speak for two or three days because of the pain she will feel when she breathes. He told us that we could see her, but he doubted that she will wake up soon.

We went to her room anyway and the sight of Shane broke my heart. She had cuts and bruises all over her body. There were all those machines around her and she also had a breathing mask on. Once again I could feel my tears fall again, I guess it hurt me so much because it reminded me of Dana. Max and Bette left after an hour. They wanted me to go home to get some sleep but I told them that I didn’t want Shane to wake up alone.

When they left I caressed Shane’s hand and talked to her. I told her that I she scared me to death and that her accident made me realize how much I still care for her. I thought that I could move on, that I could forget her. But in reality she’s all I want. I think I talked to her about an hour. I told her everything. How I felt when she left, what I did. I knew it was stupid because she couldn’t hear me, but it relieved me a lot.

Finally I fell asleep with my head on the edge of Shane’s bed. When I woke up she was still sleeping. The last time I saw her sleeping was the night before we went to Canada. I was talking about my wedding dress and she didn’t stop smiling at me. I was so excited about it, I couldn’t wait anymore. I think I bored her to death…well to let’s say to sleep. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and whispered into her ear. I told her that I was the happiest woman on the world and that I will always love her. She looks like an innocent angel when she sleeps. I guess I should stop talking about the sight of Shane when she sleeps huh, otherwise you are going to fall asleep. Well, you’re lucky because Shane woke up. She started to move and kept saying Dana’s name.