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    TRUE TO MYSELF Chapter 4

    John please.  John no!  The baby John!  Please John, I didnt mean to upset you.  Please dont hurt me.  Please no that hurts John stop!  John!!!!

     

     

    Tina, I love you.  I need you baby.  I would never hurt you.  Please just let me show you.  I didnt mean to miss it Tina.  I wanted to be there.  I love you so much I cant live without you.  John cried into Tinas shoulder 

     

    John I love you too, but please baby, not that like this.  Honey please just let me hold you baby.  You need sleep.  I promise everything is going to be ok.  Just hold me baby, please John.  Just hold me.

     

    John finally fell asleep as Tina slipped out from under him.  Grabbing her robe she went into the kitchen.  Standing there she began crying, praying that John would stop drinking.  Praying for the strength she needed to save their marriage.  With Tina carrying their child she had so much to think about now.  It wasnt just to save her marriage but for their child to grow up with both parents in a loving family environment.  Something Tina had as a child and always dreamed of sharing with John. 

     

    Looking at the clock it was 7am in North Carolina as Tina called her mom.  Knowing that even now her mom still got up at the crack of dawn with the chickens.  It didnt take long for Tinas Mother to know that something was wrong.  She told her mother she was pregnant and how John missed the doctors appointment and his drinking.  What should have been the happiest time in Tinas life was becoming anything but that.  Through a few more tears Tina knew what her mother said was right.  All things will work out with the wash. 

     

    Tina heard John get in the shower so she finished her call with her mother.  She wanted to get dressed and leave before John got out.  It was too early to go to work so she drove around for a while before ending up in front of the Planet.  She didnt necessarily want to run into the gang but she did hope Bette would be there. 

     

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    Comments

    1. Great update! Hope Bette can comfort Tina and that their friendship grows into something more than just friendship! They belong together! Oh btw didn’t expect John to fall in love with his best friend, nice twist! Well post soon please

    2. i like predictable, i want B&T to get together…elizabeth sounds great, unless you can name it angelica LOL…i hope bette will be there for tina all the way, get rid of john, bette’s gf and let them get together, slowly but surely

    3. Glad that he didn’t hurt Tina and now this happen I think its time for you to take john and Bette’s girlfriend out of the picture and let Bette and Tina be together. Ok about the baby name, Elizabeth or Jennifer or Laurel or Jessica. Ok post soon please, thanks!

    4. I think that the baby should be named after Tina’s mom (whatever her name is) or after Tina. It is too early or presomuous to name the baby after Bette, they can do that for their next child–Hint, Hint. Great job OCD and this story and chapter. Nice twist with John being on the down low, it may help with Tina’s parents being more accepting of her and Bette :o)

    5. Hey OCD… you were sooo right… John & David… no-one saw that coming. It was a great twist that explained some of his bad behaviour… guilt will make people CRAZY. Hey, how about the name MARTINA for the baby. She gets to be named after a woman who’s a strong, fearless, courageous and her mother’s name is incorporated as well. Post soon again. Thanks.

    6. ELIZABETH CHRISTINA. They can call her Bth Bethey Or Chris Christy John shoulsnt have a say so in this. Hell, she had to go to a Cyerbanks to get pregnant. David is married withchrildren, So two family life we messed up/ That is why John was so guilty. thanks

    7. Hi Baby, This must be love for me to be reading your stories instead of watching the Super Bowl ! I really loved this chapter that was full of love and heartache. Love for Tina because of her daughter being born and heartache for the knowledge her marriage is in trouble to say the least. Thank you for the sweet dedication a few chapters back.I love supporting you and I love you so very, very much. Boo

    8. Had a feeling that he was having an affair, but did not know who with. I am with UT go with Jennifer, Laurel, maybe Elizabeth (Elisabeth). Great story, can not wait until the next chapter is posted.

    9. That was very considerate of John not to rape Tina. Less considerate to A. have an affair, B. have it in their home. What a pair of Gumpsters those guys turned out to be. Talk about chickens (not the ones Tina’s mother rises with)! How about ‘Talulah’ as in Bankhead, a notorious actress from the south from the 20s to the 60s with a large lesbian following? Besides, it would give everybody a break from all the little Tiffanys, Chelseas and Brandys running around these days.

    10. Looking forward to what is going to happen, get rid of Bette’s girlfriend and make sure John stays out of the picture, and let us see Bette and Tina together as a family. Definitely call the baby Elizabeth.

    11. Oh, so he’s man enough to try to rape Tina, but not man enough to see her to the hospital. He hurt her in so many ways. An affair and then having it in their home. He treated Tina as a “wife” (ironing his shirts, having dinner ready..etc)probably only to disguise his homosexuality. Jeez, Tina should be tested. I feel sorry for Tina, because she’s embarassed and it’s not her fault. It’s a good thing John isn’t there…there sure is a long line of people who would be more than happy to kick is a$$. Sorry, I had a friend in the same situation and she was left devastated and with child (beautiful baby girl – Alexandra). Ok, thanks for the update, please continue. As for a name, hmmm, something strong. Jeez, that’s quite hard. LOL. (Rebecca, Quinn, Katherine…just guessing)

    12. The drama queen is back (doing the happy dance) – I can´t belive I missed your story TK. I haven´t seen that you startet posting again, sorry about that. So happy to have you back – missed your writing and I do hope you are well. Absolutely amazing new story TK – this is really amazing as always, so do post again and don´t keep us waiting too long. Loving it :o)

    13. I am with SHAZ on this Elizabeth would be nice. I can handle John being closeted..explains the temper and drinking…just glad he didn’t rape T. OK..OCD….give us some more. thanks

    14. Another great chapter, this story is amazing….what a drama – I’m so glad Tina didn’t get raped….but she is really looking forward to some hard times in the next couples of months….Now is the time where Bette has to show Tina that she is there for her as her best friend, so goodbye little jealous Rachelle…..The babys name should definitely be Elizabeth, Tina can always say it’s after some grandmother LOL….I’m so looking forward to the next post….

    15. been reading all 4 ch tonight and watching the final basketball game between duke and maryland toight (girls game) hey maryland the underdogs won yea!!!! duke girls played a mean game -went into over time—-enough glad your writting another great story for us lots of twists and turns here–two guys didn’t see that coming–hope b and t continue to get closer i see sparks here– oh i’m glad to see whit and stacey again loved them in other story belook’n for more

    16. Hi, I’ve only been reading the stories for like 6 or 7 months,when i came to your stories and lady let me tell you, you know how to keep someone interested in the story itself, all the drama, God, I love it. I’m sorry for all the troubles you have had, and I do hope and pray that you are Ok, just maybe a dry spell. If you are feeling Ok ,could you please maybe finish this one story. If not, its your readers loss, it just seems like everyone loves you and your stories. It just seems like whenever I find a great story, the author doesn’t finish it. Please, if you are ok, can you maybe find it in your heart to finish it for us. thank you so very much, in advance. Sarm

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