Tina let out a heavy sigh and twisted her face as she gave thought to Alices question. A little of both, Tina admitted. Its obvious I still have feelings for Bette, but the trust is a major issue, Tina confided. But I feel drawn to Nya. Shes not trying to be the rebound girl and Lord knows I wouldnt want that for her. Shes been hurt pretty bad herself and for now I just want to be friends, but what if the initial attraction changes? Then what would I do Al? I really need to understand why Im so conflicted, Tinas eyes released the tears shed been holding in and Alice held her close until she was finished.

Tina, believe me, Im no expert in matters of the heart, Alice woefully admitted, but I am at least truthful when it comes to emotions and I know what youre feeling is normal. You gave your heart and life to someone and you got burned, ***** happens. To still harbor feelings for that person is also normal, especially after all the time invested, Alice held onto Tinas hands willing her to believe. Nya is the niche you needed to make you feel that youre still desirable, and to make you see that there is still life out there if you and Bette dont get back together, Alice sighed. Look, just take care of yourself for now. Try to be friends with Bette if thats what you need to help you decide. Be friends with Nya as I said, and in everything you to, be honest and itll all work itself out, Alice concluded with a pleading expression.

Tina hugged Alice tightly and sniffed back the tears, feeling better than she did moments before. Thank Al, Tina tried to smile, I just dont want to make a mess of my life you know? I just want to enjoy the new things coming my way, Tina reconciled her feelings and was now ready to get on with her day. Well, I guess we better get ready to go car shopping? Alice moved her hands like she was holding steering wheel.

You know? I almost forgot about that, Alice snickered. But before we do that, I really need some food, Alice patted her stomach.