No one could drive, so Shane was going to crash at our place and Tina, Grace, and some girl Grace picked up while I lost track of her would just go to their place. Shane, asleep and a very passed out Alice sat in the back. Tina and I sat in the front. Tina said she rather not share a cab with and I quote “people on the verge of ***** when the moment hits them.” I know right.

On the ride home, Tina ask the cab driver for a pen or a marker.

“Whatd you need that for?” I wondered

“Well, Ive had all of these numbers of people I dont want to call on here. I might as well have one I know Ill use, maybe.” Hmm. Interesting. Did not see that one coming.

“Ok, dont lose it, ok?”

“I wont. Here. Put it here. That way it wont rub off during the night.” She guided my hand to the only open space left on her right arm. Even though we had done a lot tonight, sexually, the simple act of her touching my hand was setting me on fire.

We reached home. Shane carried Alice inside and Grace ran off into her house with whoever that was. That left me and Tina alone again. I cant think of anything to say.

“Well Tina, its been interesting.” Smooth Porter.

“To say the least.” okay shes not helping.

“I think that Erics up, if you want to say goodnight to him or something.” I know I shouldnt have brought him into it, but I had nothing else. I think I fucked it up because her face just switched from hope to something unreadable.

“No, Im just gonna see him later.” Its disappointment.

“Or if you just want to hang out right now.” I know I fucked up, but I have to try. I wasnt sure if I should be saying what I clearly just said, so it came out as a whisper.

“I dont think thats a good idea Bette.” Here it comes, total shutdown. “Besides you know the situation. Im straight.” I cant help it, not after tonight. Just hearing her say that, it made me smile a little. “And Grace has a crush on you.” I dont think thats an issue. “And I would never do that to a friend, let alone a best friend.” Damn, thats honorable, even if it hurts like *****. I understand I think. Its complicated. And she doesnt want complications, I get it. Doesnt mean I have to like it. I think were done for tonight, I got nothing else to say.

“Ok, I get it, goodnight Tina.” Thats all I could say. I had nothing left. So I turned and left her standing there alone with her choice.