Damn, hard to believe that was us being “funny” together less than 24 hours ago. What a difference a kiss makes.

“Tina, it’s your sister, remember me? You were supposed to call home as soon as you touched down. But I guess calling your family to let them know that you weren’t killed out there in that wrenched city your first night there would be too much. Anyway mom’s worried. Call her. I’m tired of hearing her complain about you and how you don’t care. Which you don’t, if you leave your only mother to move clear across the country to live with that…..that girl Grace (sighs). Anyway as soon as you crawl out of bed and kick out the stranger that’s currently inhabiting it, please call me. Bye.”

*****. It’s just like her to call and leave that kind of message this early. *****. I did forget to call Mom. Fine, I’ll deal with that fresh piece of ***** later. Time to take of business at home first. Ok washing the dishes will take my mind off of things.

Alright this is good. The rhythm of washing and rinsing to take my mind off of things. I wonder if Bette and Alice were ever together? They have this weird vibe, like a “we were together 100 years ago, but I still love her” vibe thing. It’s kinda of weird because last night it seemed like Alice’s affections were not being acknowledged at all. Have to look into that. And What about Eric? he left so quickly last night. Was that anything? Could it be? Do I want it to be after Bette? That’s another little situation. Bette and Eric, equals serious tension. Maybe it’s a sibling thing. They are twins. But I don’t ever remember Micaela and I ever competing for the same woman. Man, that place must be a circus. I don’t know how they’re going to survive with all that emotional baggage laying around.

Huh? The phones ringing. I’ll let the machine get it. It’s probably mom. I was hoping when I left that she was going to get that life she was bitching about not having when were growing up. But no. It’s been phone calls at 3 AM to the dorms, calling my cell phone if I didn’t pick up immediately Enough already. At least LA gives me some space.