Really? Damn time went by fast

With her next session booked for four days later Bette took her leave. All this talk about control made Bette feel stupid and she strutted cockily down the street trying to convince herself she was in control. Dammitim Bette Porter and not a weakling! Chuckling to her self Bette sobered right up when she thought of last night

Yesterday night when Bette came home she threw her coat on the couch and sat down at the tablefuck she was exhausted. The aroma of Tinas cooking filled her sinuses and she thoughtwhat the ***** is my woman cooking? Gawd im hungry it smells ggrreeat!….she fiddled with her fork then looked upTina was standing on by the kitchen threshold with her right hand on her hipBette Porter, are you sitting there waiting to be served without saying hi to me while I slave away in the kitchen?…silence.Bette smiledhahaTina snapped that it wasnt funnysilence againthis time it was uncomfortable and Bette shook her heado god what is wrong with what the ***** is wrong withBette got up from the table and moved her way to where Tina was standing.
Once there she put her hands on Tinas shoulders, looked deep into her eyes and saidim sorry T.Tina smiled and they both touched their foreheads together, breathing each others breath. Bette leaned into her and deeply inhaled Ts scenther hair. Desire pricked her and she felt warmth spreading all the way down to her toes. Tina had her hands around Bettes waist she waitedand then Bette kissed her on the nose then the cheekwhat did she hear o god she heard T breathingthe warmth she heard the warmth!…Bette opened her eyesI see I feel TBette leaned in and kissed Tinas lipsTinas desire overcame her and she pulled Bette closer, and kissed her harder..Bette pulled away suddenly, it was a reflex, adrenaline rushed through her blood and she clasped Tinas hands firmly. Tina took a step back her eyes filled with hurtand regret. Bette closed her eyes and when she opened them again Tina was crying..O Bette im sorry im sorry.Bette hugged and told her that it would take time, it would take time but they would get there ..they will.
Later in bed, Tina feel asleep instantly, Bette lay awake-the night dark and scary. Bette insisted on a small nightlight but the dark constantly made Bette have the old feelings back. She stared up at the ceilingwhat a nightwhat a shamim such a ***** clitease, why couldnt I just put out? Bette felt inadequate like she was impotent. Eventually Bettes thoughts disappeared into darkness and she was sleeping, and dreaming. She had one of her countless nightmares, she had them for most nights of the weekand it was always the same thing. .it was daddy voiceshe didnt see himbut heard his voiceit was darkit was coldshe was in an iceboxand he was talking talking talking all the whileshut the ***** up shut the ***** up shut the ***** upill cut your ***** off and eat it stupid ***** how do you like it in therefeeling cold yet?…maybe Ill take you out when your dead and ***** ya like that
Bette suddenly woke up in a cold sweat she stared at the ceiling she gripped the blankets and closed her eyes. Whimpering Bette turned over and snuggled up to Tina, she rested her head on Ts armbreathe Bettejust breathe.Bette clenched her teeth in frustration, go away I hate this

She sighed and noticed that it was morning.the sun was rising …………and its rays poured down like honey.