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Was it Time Wasted?
Story written on March 28, 2011 by Journey1962.
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“That’s true I kind of panicked on Bette. I got up. Because we were laying on Bette’s bed. Ran into the hallway and started excusing Bette. Of what I can’t remember. Probably of trying to make me gay.”
“I remember being afraid that you would hate me. I told her that I didn’t want anything from her. I was just feeling close and I wanted to kiss her. I didn’t want to force her to do anything that she didn’t want to do. I remember us both being scared. Most of all I didn’t want to lose my best friend. I didn’t know what I would do without her.”
“I wanted Bette just as much as she wanted me but I was never so scared in my life. I had never been physically intimate with anyone. No one ever had slipped me the tongue.”
“Well we slipped each other the tongue a lot that night after I calmed your fears that I wasn’t going to hurt you.”
“Yes we did. But we were still both scared”
Bette laughs “Yes we were. But is was still beautiful.”
“Yeah two grown virgins trying to figure out lesbian sex without any manual.” say Alice.
“Exactly!” say Tina.
“But we figured things out just fine on our own.”
“Oh, I would say that we did.” smiles Tina.
“So you got to know one another in a different way, sexually, did it ruin your friendship?”
“No not at all. No one knew about us being girlfriends. We weren’t a part of the LGBT community or anything. It was just us and our secret. But if Tina had been willing I would have proudly openly been her girlfriend.” says Bette with a hint of sadness in her voice.
“We hid it and it was hard emotionally. We would go to the movies and sit and hold hands in the dark. Every touch became a bit more monitors when we were in public or around family.”
“Did your families suspect anything between you two?”
“I think so but being homosexuality wasn’t something that a parent would come right out and ask you back then, like one would now. Tina and I had been lovers for over a year when she decided that she wanted to date this guy named Kerwin. It broke my heart, not because she wanted a guy, but she didn’t want me. She was my best friend and I wanted her to be happy. I know that I am jumping off of subject a bit but after she started dating Kerwin, I started dating Samuel, it was my way of showing Tina that I was moving on without her too. Well after we were both dating guys my dad says to both Tina and I one day, that we had him worried. Neither one of us asked him to explain. We understood what he meant.”
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It was courageous of you to share your story with us. Things happen in our lives for a reason and they help shape who we are now. I wish you happiness and peace.
This is my first time leaving a comment. I enjoyed your story. I related to some of this story. Here’s to a new chapter and may your journey be an amazing one!
Thanks for sharing the story and wisdom “…They were a time of learning and preparation for the good to come in your life…” :-) very touching and encouraging. Well, you might be shy as you said, and I really don’t know you, but I believe that you are a brave one ;-) proven by sharing this story and openly telling this is based on your experience. Wishing you happiness and love.. :-)
You were brave to share a part of yourself with us. I can so truly relate to your story. I am 44 years old, and I have known of my attraction to women since I was about eight years old, but has never been with a woman, lead the so call normal life for about 10 years from the age of 14-24 and then just left the whole scene alone and decided to just be alone,not fair to men and too much drama with women. Good Luck to you. And yes please an update on “Stripper”, I love that story.
I’m glad that a number of you can relate to this story in some way. I know a lot of us read for pure entertainment and to escape a little bit. But I also like to read to gain a little insight sometimes. As a shy person, I tend to be very introspect, too much in my head. As you can tell by the way that I write :) So one day when that special woman comes into my life I hope that I don’t over think things too much. :) Thanks for the well wishes. I am looking forward to loving again, the right person. Best wishes to those who search as well.
How brave you are. It takes an amazing person to see themselves as clear as you do. Best wishes on your journey to your true self…I hope you find more happiness along the way.
It takes some courage to write the way you have. I hope you feel better for it! Your handle makes a whole lot of sense now and I too wish you the very best on the journey you have embarked on :0)
I wish you happiness.Thank you for this story.
WOW, I LOVED THIS STORY! Thank you so much! x
I see myself in your story. Thank you for sharing and making me see the light.
What an excellent story and how brave you are. Thank you for sharing with us.
Glad to see your post and WoW! Such fortitude and insightful story, revealing too! Perception of God, faith and love is a cause of many struggles and debates; thank you for sharing a glimpse in your journey. Any way to have realization sooner rather than later is great! Please don’t take long to update the other story.
Got to the end of the story and realized I was crying. I could insert my name for Tina’s… 3 kids, a 19-year marriage ending after my ex cheated, and a similar “Bette” in my past. Thanks for sharing your experience and I agree with you about not regretting the past. From one shy, over-thinker to another, I wish you love and happiness on your journey. I hope you find someone
hey it was a beatiful story, and thank you for shering that with us, I hope that you find love again.
Thanks