Carmen is in the floor holding bleeding thru her lips and head and she has a Woman in critical conditions, bleeding thru jer mouth and nose and head. She’s holding her close  “Mami, Mami listen to me ok… listen.. no, no don’t close your eyes… Babe…n-no…. HELP! SOME ONE HELP ME PLEASE! ….M please just hear me out right now, try to stay awake” she opened her eyes a little Carmen looks at her trying not to cry anymore “…I can’t do this without you here with me …. I can’t….I’m dangerously in love with you… please don’t leave mami ….Just keep loving me … Keep loving me the way I love you loving me …..” the she closed her eyes “Baby?… Babe NO open your eyes…OPEN YOUR EYES” she said shaking the woman in her arm

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Knock, knock

I’ve been knocking on Carmen’s door for a long time… she doesn’t open. I don’t know if she’s even here… but… I have to stay until she gets out or gets in because I really have to apologize.

…. What I said to her was just wrong. So I sit down in front of her door, like she did last time. Waiting….

“Fuck”… that’s all I hear before someone trips over me hits me in the back and falls in front of me.

“I’m sorr- Carmen” she stairs back in anger

“What the fuck are you doing here” I just had to laugh about this

“Waiting for you to open”

“You find this funny?”

“Yes” she started getting up and so did I

“Yea well lets see how funny you find security” she got out her phone

“No… I’m sorry I just wanted to talk to you”

“About?”

“…..i’m sorry… I’m sorry about what I said last time.. I didn’t have any idea that sh-“

“Ok … now you do … can you go now?”

“Um… do you want to eat something?”

“Like a date?”

“No, I mean…yes… like a date” she laughs

“Thanks but no thanks” she said going back to her room

“You’ve got to eat sometime”