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What is love? – Chapter 29
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Their home – Los Angeles
Tina was sitting on a lounge chair by the pool when Bette got out of the shower. On the trip home, Tina had explained to Bette what had happened at her parents’ home and then had spoken very little. She seemed calm and detached. The longer this detachment lasted, the more concerned Bette became.
When Bette had come home from Philadelphia after inviting her father to their commitment ceremony, she had been neither calm nor detached. She had allowed Tina to embrace her and she had cried and cried. Tina had understood that many of the tears were for years of rejection, not just this most recent rejection.
“T?” Bette said after she sat down near Tina.
“I’m trying to make a decision,” Tina said seriously.
Buried deep in Bette’s heart from the beginning of the relationship had been a tiny, but real, fear that Tina might decide, at some point, that a ***** relationship was not for her. Before Bette, she had been involved in only straight relationships and Bette was afraid that she might just be an aberration in Tina’s life. A detour. Once the sexual novelty began to wear off, Tina might start to lose interest.
“T. I will always support you in any decision that you make, although I might want to talk to you about it.”
Tina, who had been very self-absorbed to this point, looked over at Bette curiously.
“Your mom was right. You’ve given up a lot to be with me. The straight life was comfortable for you and.if that’s the decision you want to make”
Tina’s mouth was slightly open and she was frowning at she looked at Bette.
“That’s what you think? That I want to leave you? That I’m trying to decide how to tell you?”
“It’s what I’m afraid of,” Bette admitted quietly.
Tina walked over to Bette, held out her hand which Bette took, and they walked back to the lounge chair. They stretched out side by side and embraced and Tina tried to explain:
“Bette, do you know who I am?”
Bette was quiet, not knowing how to answer.
“I’m the woman who’s been living with you for over a year. I’m the woman who has given her heart and her body to you. I’m the woman who said she was ready to make a life-long commitment to you. OK?”
“OK.”
“I knew that my parents would probably never approve of a ***** relationship, but they might accept. I thought about that when I decided to be with you. I didn’t expect much this weekend, but I hoped..”
Bette held her closer and stroked her hair. She hated it when Tina was in pain and she didn’t know what to do.
“I’m trying to decide,” continued Tina, “whether or not to see my parents again. And if I decide not to see them, I’m trying to decide if I should tell them or just never go home again.”
After a few silent minutes, Tina got up and looked at Bette.
“Make love to me, Bette.”
“Are you sure you want to? You look so sad.”
“I want you to touch me and take the sadness away.”
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Very nicely done, please continue.
DAMN HOMOPHOBIC BASTARDS!!!!!That’s alright cuz u’ve got ur sista, yo woman and nothing else even matters. keep on chugging through the world with them and u’ll be fine. please post soon. PEACE.
that touched a chord.. while i enjoyed the light heartedness of the last chapter, i think this was brilliantly written. thank you!
Pancha,AW girl that was so soft and tender after all of that heartache, Tina just want Bette to love and comfort her while Bette was anxious that Tina was panning her escape from this remarkable relationship.Crossed wires or what!And all this after the light and fluffiness of the previous chapter. I did laugh heartily at Tina’s money saving actions and more so at Bette’s reactions to them.And it was a jaw stopping moment when Tina admitted that she had bought Bette the painting.This installment was delightfully built up and then heartbreakingly traumatic as Lainey finally opened her eyes and saw the love between her sister and Bette. Topped by the rebuke of her parents as Tina’s heart broke a little and was mended by her lover; her life; Bette.I did get misty eyed reading this part and this is due to you and your fabulous fiction. You conveyed and demonstrated the fears and depths of emotions that these characters are experiencing and made them totally believable.Written wondrously form the heart and soul.Thank you so much for taking the time and effort to share this with me.Your Loyal Fan.
You did a really good job with this chapter. Having Tina’s sister call Bette was a nice touch.
hehe, I know finally Tina will tell Bette to make love to her. It’s desperate, but you can do nothing to change it when it’s your parents who are disapproval your lifestyle. You can only choose obedience or escape.
that was fucking sad..parents are important but if they can support her own flesh and blood than Tina have to move on and try to be happy with someone that loves her beyond words..im glad Tina have someone like Bette in her life and vice versa..i hope in their path will never cross a Candass to mess…cant wait for more thanks
*sigh* this is one of my favourite chapters.. I think many of the gay people been through such thing while coming out to their parents or friends..
It was sad, tender,beautigul and tender..I will agree, in our state we have more Bigots than cattle. Most of all a big bunch of assholes. . .Lpve that Lainey left with Tina. and Bette was there to pick up the pieces. Withher love and understanding. THANK
“Must confess that I had to look up “verklempt.” And when I did, I was very pleased.” You don’t know Linda Richman, hon? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coffee_Talk_with_Linda_Richman#Coffee_Talk_with_Linda_Richman She’s like buttah!
parents are so wonderful, aren’t they! NOT! Thank you for that chapter, it shows the reality of what our families can be like. Please post soon.
My heart is breaking for Tina, and for Bette. Whenever two people can find each other and love each other we should celebrate. There should always be ‘A Time to Love’ (thank you, Stevie). Thanks Pancha. You’re like buttah, girl!
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how heart wrenching..so sad..so real..u r a great writer:)
wonderful chapter it was so sad and so exactly how so many families react right down to Lainey not approveing but at least accecpting…ive just read your last chapter and left my longwinded comment there… enjoyed both chapters very much… so is the next one NC17??? ok only asking..lol
fergz – you know my thoughts.this was wonderfully written. i havent done the parent thing yet. but im so looking forward to that. *sigh* it will be quite alot like what will happen in your story. oh well to be so sad for them. thanks YES EVERYBODY MAKE A CONTRIBUTION!!!
i feel sorry for tina but bette will make it better.
Oh wow! Excuse me while I pick my jaw off the floor. There are those who say that blood is thicker than water, that the familial ties are the ties that bind. I say water is clearer than blood (I love my parents, and I am not dissing them here. Just saying, in general). Friends and lovers who see us as we are tend to be more unconditional in their understanding, acceptance and expectations of us. Well, that’s not an absolute universal truth, but for me, it’s one of the few things that makes life worth living. Amazing chapter as always, Pancha. Cheers!
Why you have to choose between your family and your lover is beyond me. Sad chapter but well written. Thanks a bunch pancha and your last chapter kicked ass.
Pancha that was wonderful, a little sad but Tina does have Bette and her love to help her through the rough patches. Parents sometimes act like that but they should realize that to have their daughter’s love is more important than worrying about who she loves and sleeps with. No one on this earth is that saintly. Thanks for the post.
Damn this is sad and hurt very much. Well Bette will make Tina’s pain go way. Ok post soon please, thanks!
Oh wow! That was so eye-wateringly sad. But yet so brilliantly written. Keep it coming Pancha!
That was a deep chapter,had to be written and u did it very well. Now for the sake of my heart and sanity, send the to a softball game. Just kiddin. Thanks again for takin the time.
man that was real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heartbreakingly true for way to many of us post soon
beautiful!Poor Tina..
Serious chapter indeed, telling the parents is always the hardest part… hope Tina will recover soon and move on to happier times, at least she has her sister by her side.
for Asian family…is always a big NO..
wow that was ruff!! they will make it thru!
very nicely done!
“Make love to me, Bette.”“Are you sure you want to? You look so sad.”“I want you to touch me and take the sadness away.”How heart wrenching, devastating, and truely beautiful way to get thru it…
that was tough, when your family doesn’t accept you it’s sad, really sad…but together B&T can overcome anything…thank you