Why didn’t I go inside?I’ve asked myself a million times, why didn’t I go in and help her?

I didn’t know that it was Conrad I saw sneaking out of Dana’s that morning, I didn’t know that Lara was bleeding to dead as I followed him down the street.

I didn’t even know that it was him until I saw him get in his car, he looked right at me, but I guess that he didn’t see me. I should have gone inside, Lara would still be alive if I had.

By the time I got back to see if Dana was ok, Shane was making her way inside and I knew that she could help her more than I could.

I should have went in anyway but I didn’t, I just stood there on the street, watching as the paramedics ran back and forth, listening to the screams that pierced my heart.

I watched as Shane led Dana out and together they drove away, watched as a few moments later a stretcher was brought out, a once white sheet cover Lara’s body.

I saw Dana a couple of hours later, she was lost in a web of despair, nothing anyone said seem to help her, there was nothing that anyone could do, she would not be consoled.

I watched her drown in her pain, it almost killed me.

Everyday she grew more frozen, more lost until one day the Dana that I knew was gone, there was nothing alive in her eyes.

I’ve thought long and hard about going to the cops but what good would it do? He’s to damn smart for them, he’d just get away with one more thing and I’m not going to let that happen.

No this is the only way, I have to destroy this monster before he tries to hurt Dana again.Conrad has to die for what he had done.

It won’t bring Lara back, won’t ease Dana’s pain from her loss but it just might give her a little peace. That’s all that really matters and if anyone deserves to die it that piece of garbage.

I’m watching him right now, he’s not aware that these are the last hours of his life. I wonder what he’s going to say to me, will he beg, plead for his worthless life.

Guilt,rage, pure hate all those things push me forward, if I had any doubt about what I have to do it is long gone now,nothing will stop me, tonight Conrad is going to pay for all the pain he has caused.

I’ve never killed anyone before, I wonder if god will forgive me for what I’m about to do?

I imagine that he will, after all isn’t he the one who said an eye for an eye?