Tina sat and stared at her wife of 7 years…’my god what have I done? I never thought she would find out about Eric…*****, i dont even understand what is going on myself…I’m so fucked up…I love her so much, yet when I saw Eric a while back and was invited to lunch…I never thought that it would get so carried away…I never thought that I would want a man again….much less him…. That *****…I should’ve known that I couldn’t trust him…I’m surprised that he didn’t tell her himself…dammit….*****….*****….*****….
I can never let her find out the truth….I don’t even want to know the truth……..

A couple of days went by, and Bette nor Tina spoke of anything having to do with that letter…Bette was afraid to ask any more questions and Tina was afraid that Bette would ask questions….So they both walked around on egg-shells it seemed….Even though, Tina was going crazy wanting to find out what the ***** Eric had up his sleeve…
While Bette was working that day, Tina decided to tidy up things a little, pack a lunch, and head to the CAC to sit down and eat with her wife….Upon straightening everything….Tina walked to the guest bedroom and touched the doorknob…not yet turning it….She stood there for a few minutes thinking about what had transpired in that room only days ago….Her and Eric in the throws of sick passion…right there in her and Bette’s home…The home that they had for eachother…tears trickled down her cheeks….and she was about to be lost in thought again until the doorbell rang….
She walked towards the door and opened it…there was a vase full of red roses…she smiled and picked them up…smelling them….’aww..Bette…’ she thought until she pulled the card out and read it….”I really had a great time with you too…I still love you….and I want you back…Noone can love you like I do…Love forever, Eric..”

Tina tore up the card and took the flowers out to the curve and threw them in the dumpster….along with the card.
along with the card…’That *****…the nerve of him sending me flowers here at home….first, giving that letter to Bette, then this…I have to go see him…and tell him that it was a mistake and it’s over…to quit bothering me…’ But first, I have to see my wife….
With that, Tina went back inside and gathered the lunch together and left on her way to the CAC….
Once there…
“Hey James…Bette around?” asked Tina
“Yea…In her office…”
“Thanks..” said Tina as she turned to walk towards the office…
“Hey baby…” she said as she walked in and closed the door…”Had lunch yet?”
“No….No..I haven’t….I’ve been really busy…Provocations was such a success, that we already have another show booked…to start in 2 weeks…’
“Damn,baby…congradulations on the success…that’s great…’
“Yea..great…only 1 problem…”
“What’s that?” asked Tina
“I have way too much on my mind to really concentrate..”
Tina was starting to feel the guilt build up really fast..and she walked around to the back of Bette’s chair, leaned down and hugged Bette from behind….”I’m sorry baby…”
“*****..it doesn’t matter…” said Bette…”Look, I really appreciate the lunch but I just don’t have time today….how about I make it up to you with dinner? I can stop by that great little thai resturaunt and pick up something on the way home…k?”
Tina flashed a look of dissapointment…”Okay…” she said almost as a whisper…”I’ll be at home waiting for you….I hope your day gets better…” She leaned down and gave Bette a kiss…”It will…I hope…” said Bette…”I love you, T.”