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    Hindsight – Chapter 6

    Story written on November 29, 2006 by Jobadge.
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    Tina Kennard: She took me in her arms, just like she used to…, she always put her own pain aside and just took me in her arms…

    Hindsight – Chapter 6

     

    Main Entry: hindsight
    Pronunciation: ‘hIn(d)-"sIt
    Function: noun

    Meaning:  understanding the nature of an event after it has happened

    "Hindsight is always better than foresight"

     

     

    What just happened…?

     

    We were talking, I was telling her how shocked I was to see her, the lightness of her words as she learnt I had undressed her, she had smiled, I so missed her smile, and that raised eyebrow as she said the words of ‘I’d rather you have woken me up…’ if I was going to take advantage of her, and the timing, the timing of my cell ringing, her demeanour changed, but she showed no anger, surprisingly there was no anger, I wonder if the anger had left her body, there seemed to be nothing but sadness now, a sadness and a despair, she got up then, walking to the kitchen with our cups, maturely giving me the space I needed to speak to Henry, I felt my haunches rise as soon as I saw the caller display, I sighed before answering, giving him short answers to his concerned questions.

     

    I needed to talk to him, about us, about her, about our daughter, mine and hers, something else that I have been trying not to think about, yeah… another thing I had been putting off, not dealing with it… another thing that was going to turn and bite me in the ass…

     

    She came back the, putting the fresh coffee cups in front of us, her own unique silent way of telling me she wanted me to stay, we were quiet then, glancing at one another, but I could feel my heart pounding, it was a combination of intensity and peace, a strange combination, but one that I felt both emotions of.

     

    Angelica walked up to her with Dr Bunsen, her favourite Muppet toys that she had found in the box of toys I left behind, I left lots of things when I left, and I think the pounding in my chest at this moment in time was telling me that I had left part of my heart behind too, it hadn’t beat as furiously since I left, it hadn’t skipped a beat since I left, it felt empty, carrying on with its basic function of pumping the blood around my body, but since last night the pounding had begun once again, was it her that made it beat faster, I once told her she had breathed life into me, she made my heart beat.

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    4. Even at this low point in her life Bette can still show her strenght…being there for Tina…and while a vulnerable Bette will always pull at the heart strings…i love it when her true strenght shows through too…great stuff as always!

    5. your just amazing how do you even begin to …. just unwrap Tina like that. you just hit raw emotions and you hit it right on the nail. that’s what we would all like to see on the show….. camn’t wait to read more

    6. This story is so heart wrenching and yet so wonderful. Tina trying to right the wrong of keeping Angelica from Bette will be difficult. The trust needs to be re-built, but I have faith in you Jo. If any writer can fix this broken relationship, it’s you! You are AWESOME!

    10. That chapter was great…and heartbreaking again…but your chapters are overlapping right? I thought T said she’d never forgive herself for taking A away from B or something like that in the last chapter… Didn’t she?

    12. Jo, I’m very glad for the way things are going, but I just can’t buy Tina’s statement (excuse) that it was never meant to be vindictive. Bullshit! (Do you Brits use that one?) When I see something like that I think Tina needs to be a lot more honest with herself and needs to do a lot more soul searching.

    15. Well damn it Jo! You making it difficult to want to throw Tina off a cliff! I think it’s because this Tina is showing signs of remorse and regret, something we have yet to see from Tina # 2 on the show. But if I may I am still going to hold on to my anger because I would like to see Tina suffering, even if she is making amends. Call me spiteful, rude, or mean, it would do my heart good to see her suffering for just a little bit.lol Thereafter you she can get all the happiness in the world, with or without Bette.

    19. Very heartwrenching but optimistic at the same time. You can tell that Tina is struggling with all that she has done to the one person who still very much holds her heart. Tina knows that she did the worst thing to Bette by withholding Angelica from her. Bette has done some major damage to her body. She is going to need tender loving care to get her back to a healthy state. Between Kit, Angelica, and Tina there is hope that the Bette that we all love will return.

    21. I know that I am an emotional basketcase right now…hormone levels are sky high…but damn…you are amazing and I your writing just brings me to tears. Thanks, Jo!

    24. wonderful! i have tears in my eyes! it was an incredible and heartbreaking chapter but i am confidence that Tina will do the right thing to fix this. Your are amazing girl!

    27. (clearing throat) that was yet again truly amazing. I think you’re trying to get me to ball my eyes out…you don’t need to worry..i already have…thank you very much…now please…post again! Thanks for this amazing story.

    29. This story turns me into a sniffling ball of emotions. I can feel the pain there. They will work this out…I have faith in you Jo. You deserve every nomination you get and then some. You are awesome!

    32. After what we’ve read so far we all need a hug! You have a gift with words that takes us through every emotion there is & every where inbetween. You’re amazing & deserve all the praise you get.

    33. Awwww family hug, mate I think you and I should squeeze in :o)). This chapter was truly beautiful, I love how you show us an emotional honest Tina, a Tina who is full of remorse and wants to right things starting now!!! “I once told her she had breathed life into me, she made my heart beat” – so sweet and simply amazing. Now I’m all up to date with the reading and the comments, so still mates???? Please post that Remember When soon, I’m so ready…..hope my SD is too LOL.

    37. I still want to know where you are going with this? Tina does seem to be a tiny bit of denial, but it’s all good when the writing is a great as yours. Thanks mate.

    40. so great…I can feel Bette’s pain…Tina’s craziness…and of course so want them 2gether as lovers, partners and parents for their precious daughter…

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