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    Hindsight – Chapter 9

    Story written on December 7, 2006 by Jobadge.
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    Bette Porter: No one else would ever hear what was in my heart but her…

    Hindsight – Chapter 9

     

    Main Entry: hindsight
    Pronunciation: ‘hIn(d)-"sIt
    Function: noun

    Meaning:  understanding the nature of an event after it has happened

    "Hindsight is always better than foresight"

     

    I looked to her face, not bothering to wipe the tears away, she looked at me with her own glistening eyes, and I say the thing that is on my lips, I wanted to apologise for the harshness, I didn’t want today to be about that, I wanted us to share today, share the time with Angelica.

     

    “I’m sorry; I didn’t mean to be so… stern…”

     

    She smiled at me, she knew it always took me a few minutes to digest words, to come to a place where I knew I had overstepped the mark, and I had, no matter that we hadn’t discussed the in’s and out’s of the last seven weeks and four days, now was not the time, I knew that and so did she…

     

    “I think… I… I deserved all your words… and a lot more… for everything I’ve done to you, it’s me that needs to do all the apologising… not you, I need to be apologising for a lot of things…”

     

    We looked at one another, we both gave a small smile, neither of us wanted to fight…

     

    I turn slightly, so I was facing her, I take Angelica’s hand as she held it out to me while she continued to nurse, I reach my other hand to Tina’s face, she turned to look at me as I gently wiped her tears away…

     

    I look into her eyes, searching the eyes I had spent hours and hours in the past looking into, I missed looking into her eyes…

     

    “Let’s start today again… shall we?”

     

    She nodded, “Yeah… I’d like that…”

     

    I looked back down at Angelica, she was watching me, our hands were joined, I gently ran my fingertips along the surface of her chubby fingers, her skin was so soft, like touching the purest silk, the purest silkiness of my daughter, I’d missed them both so much, such a huge part of my life had gone, in fact I didn’t have a life since they had gone…

     

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    2. I feel at peace, too. But Jo, aren’t you up past your bedtime? You must be getting almost as sleepy as Angelica. Hindsight? Isn’t that what Tina always loved about Bette’s Levis? And as much as you love BP/JB in her Levis, I bet you love her even more out of them.

    4. LOL@funnyone! I’m sitting here wiping my eyes (as always when I read this story) and she’s cracking a joke about Bette’s ass in a pair of jeans. Maybe Bette wasn’t dreaming. Hmm…

    5. Absolutly lovely story. You know Tina was whispering in her ear and I bet she even kissed her. Now give us Tina’s POV. Please keep this up, its turning out to be such a happy story, and we could all use a bit of that especially at this time of the year. By the way JB in Levi’s hot, course JB in anything or not, is hot.

    6. … did Tina whisper that she still loves her sweetheart, Bette… did she? Oh, I hope she did… This is so beautiful and painful… another great chapter from you, Jo. Thanks!

    8. Happy anniversary, it’s been quite a year of fantastic stories, and delightful reading on my side, and I have you to thank for. Best wishes for your second year, with ulterior motive because the more you write, the more I get to read.

    13. Happy anniversary… Why do I get this rather distinct feeling that maybe Bette didn’t dream all of it? It’s so touching, so heart wrentching, so hard to read, but I just can’t get enough…

    14. Congrats on your year of posting. Your voice in this story is so deep and so warm, strong and full of emotional truth, very very poignant version of these characters coming to terms with how they hurt one another. Hope they to continue to ffind their way back to one another, all the way back.

    16. Thanks for giving us a year of wonderful read. Looking forward to the next. O.o your author’s note just hits me ‘Hind Sight’= ‘Back View’..hehe. That takes your admiration for Levi up another notch :)

    17. Hey Jo. It’s so late now that I really can’t afford to read this now, but I HAD to wish you a happy anniversary! We should all celebrate here cause let me tell you that one year ago, you made the best decision that any of us could ever hope for, and we’re all getting the amazing benefits of this decision every single day! Thanks for sticking with us, and hoping that this is only the first year of many more to come… ;)xK.

    19. Jo……First off….Happy Anniversary. It’s hard to believe that you have only been writing for this site for one year. You are such an accomplished writer. What a pleasure for me to read your stories.Secondly, if you have a gf or a partner, she is a very lucky woman b/c you must write beautiful, wonderful love letters. And if you don’t have a partner then someone out there is going to be a very lucky woman when she becomes yours.

    20. Happy Anniversary Jo…boy aren’t we glad you started writing stories…I have thoroughly enjoyed them. I hope you bring this family back together.

    21. You are an awesome writer, i absolutely love this story!!!!! Im sad over Bette’s state of mind and body but im happy that Tina showed up to save her by her family being there. I’m thinking that Tina was whispering in Bette’s ear, and thats why she was dreaming that. Maybe, i dunno. PPS

    23. Those levis do look mighty fine on Bette’s body. Right now though she needs some help in filling them out again. The only two people who can help her (besides you) is Tina and Angelica. Tina still is and will always be Bette’s soul mate and eventual savior. I miss B&T together. I love JB and LH and only wish that IC loved them as much as we do.

    25. Wow, Jo, happy anniversary !! This was beautiful, of course, but it’s no news. You just never cease to amaze me ( and I should probably say “to amaze us” ). Actually, I never seem to find proper words to tell you how talented I think you are so I’ll just say thank you soooooo much for sharing your gift !

    26. Happy anniversary, Jo! I really can’t add to what everyone has said. You are truly an awesome writer, and it has been a privilege to have so much from you for the six months I’ve been an avid reader on the site. What a ride, what a ride! I do believe it wasn’t a dream Bette just had!

    27. You see that Jo, your making me less hateful of Tina! Damn! lol Happy Aniversary! My gosh it sure does not seem like it, where did the time go? Post soon!

    32. Well..another great chapter…But then wouldnt ever expect anything else…especially looking back on the last year!..Each and everyone has been great..So Happy 1 year Anniversary!…im sure the next year will be even better!

    33. Hmmm, can’t wait to have Tina’s version of these last ten minutes…;) Jo, you delight me with the perfect description of those “moments” of pure loving between B&T… I often thought that such a simple thing as a shared look into a crowded room between those two could just turn into the most romantic tale, and that’s what you just gave us… Jo, for that and for the past year, thanks for putting into the most perfect wording the most perfect love, thus doing the justice it truly deserves…

    34. Hey Jo what a great year it has been too. It is amazing that you didn’t take the punge sooner. Hiding all that talent of your away from us. We are the lucky ones. I so love this story and how you bring us to the end of Bette’s emotions. Thanks and I’m looking forward to more.

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