“I know…I guess the temptations never go away and I was so stupid to give into them…” I told him “…what if…what if I took off from the label, like worked at home and you stepped up while I wasn’t there…”

“you’re willing to let your phone bill sky rocket?” he asked me

“I don’t care about the phone bill…” I told him “…I need to get my family back together because that’s what really matters in the end…plus you know everything that I do Aiden…you’ve seen me run things long enough and if you need help you can call…”

“well maybe you should make sure Spencer will let you in the house before all of this…” he told me

“yeah” I said simply

I cleaned up and put on some of my sister’s clothes and I went over to my house…I didn’t know if Spencer would be home because she could have left thinking I’d come around but I knew one of the girls would have to be home.

I walked into the house wearing baggy jeans, a rolling stones t-shirt and my hair was a total mess and I was wearing my glasses…when I walked through the garage door I saw Keira in the kitchen and she saw me

“mom…” she said simply coming up to me and giving me a hug

“hey Kiekie…” I said holding onto her as if I hadn’t seen her in years

“I didn’t think you’d come home today…”

“I don’t know if mom is going to want me to stay…” I told her “…is she here?”

“no…she went out to lunch with Erin…”

“why didn’t you go?” I asked

“I told mom I wasn’t feeling well…but honestly I wanted to be here if you came by in case I didn’t see you for a while after that” she told me

“I’m not moving…” I told her

“yeah but mom’s still really upset, and she was up crying all night…”

“who told you about everything?” I asked her

“Erin…” she said simply

“what’d she tell you?”

“considering the fact I’m not eight years old…she told me the truth…you slept with the girl in that band and Erin saw you kiss her then you promised you wouldn’t when you did again then you told mom and it all blew up from there…” she explained “…why’d you do it? I mean…I thought you were happy here?”