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    How To Break A Heart – (Chapter: Step Two)

    Story written on November 29, 2007 by august.
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    “Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.” ~Edna St. Vincent Millay

    “Ashley…” Spencer exhaled the word like a sigh, her eyes scanning over the girl in front of her. “I’m sorry I haven’t been able to call.”

    “You alright? You look… Off.” Ashley spoke, seating herself at the table as her brows arched in concern. Spencer just had this vacant look about her, her eyes seeming to focus in and out.

    “No, not really.” The blonde confessed, looking down at her food. She needed to stop Ashley before she allowed her any closer. Walls needed to be raised, “Ashley, I can’t see you anymore.”

    “You what?” The girl’s mouth fell open, confusion mirrored on her face, “Is it because of Paula? Spencer, you don’t have to listen to her. She is out of her mind.”

    “No it’s because of me. I don’t… I don’t want this life… With you.” They had been taught in-group how to do this, and at this point Spencer was just reciting the lines they’d rehearsed over and over again.

    “I don’t understand.” Ashley looked down, feeling the knot rise in her throat because she was beginning to think she did. “Whatever they told you there Spencer, it’s a lie. You are who you are.”

    “I am not like you, Ashley. I want to be normal, I don’t want this.” Spencer swallowed hard, knowing her next words were going to crush the girl across from her. She needed them too. She needed to hurt Ashley enough to make her stay away, “I don’t want you.”

    Ashley stared, fighting to keep her composure because people around them were all quietly observing, “That’s not true Spencer… Please don’t do this, don’t let them win. I love you.” Her chin was quivering as she stared, her heart hanging on a ledge.

    “It is true. I don’t love you. I don’t want to be around you. Whatever we had was just a mistake, a phase. It’s done.” Spencer than abruptly stood and walked away, her head hung in a mix of shame and defeat. She’d never told a bigger lie in her life. It was for Ashley’s own good though. If she hated Spencer than maybe it wouldn’t hurt her so much.

    If Spencer’s intention was to devastate Ashley, she’d succeeded. The girl could hardly move from where she sat, she just stared at the spot where Spencer had disappeared from sight. She felt like she might throw up and she was on the verge of bursting out into tears. Of all of the people in the world, she’d never thought she would hear those words coming from Spencer’s mouth. At the same time she knew they were false, one look into Spencer’s eyes and it was clear, but still.

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    2. Damn….I don’t know what to think. I mean, I am mad at Spencer, but not really…I despise Paula, yet still feel something….I think the only thing I am for sure of is the fact that I feel sorry for Ashley…I hope somebody helps Spencer out and soon before she withers away…pms

    4. i really hate paula, there are so many emotions that come to the surface, like you want to scream and yell and cry at the same time, i feel so bad for ash and spencer….spencer for sure cuz she isn’t the same girl anymore..paula was the real person who took her daughters innocense away not ashley

    6. Damn….I don’t know what to think. I mean, I am mad at Spencer, but not really…I despise Paula, yet still feel something….I think the only thing I am for sure of is the fact that I feel sorry for Ashley…I hope somebody helps Spencer out and soon before she withers away…pms

    8. i really hate paula, there are so many emotions that come to the surface, like you want to scream and yell and cry at the same time, i feel so bad for ash and spencer….spencer for sure cuz she isn’t the same girl anymore..paula was the real person who took her daughters innocense away not ashley

    9. One day that heartless bitch is going to realise what she’s done to her “little girl” and I hope it kills her! Ash is right Spencer just has to snap out of it. Loving it please pms!

    10. One day that heartless bitch is going to realise what she’s done to her “little girl” and I hope it kills her! Ash is right Spencer just has to snap out of it. Loving it please pms!

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