Chapter 8 KPOV

Class pasted by so fast, i don't even think i was present time threw most of time, and lesson. I was looking at Bella, she looked even more lovely close up. Its like, something has been pulling me to this horrible little town of Forks, and getting closer each and everytime intil i was here. Maybe it was pulling me torwards her. Maybe even as if she was the the center of gravity. I probably sounds like i am obsessed like with her, but i don't think its like that. Its like falling love for the first time, like seeing the sun for the first time. When the bell finally did ring, i was lost in her dark eyes of chocolate. I can't tell if she feels the same way about me, but she seemed to be losted in my gaze too. I began trying to look deeped and search harder. I could see the pain and shameful hurt she tried to hide from everyone, but she wasn't a very good actor. I could see right down to the place where she tried to hide her world of hurt, in the bottomless pit of her heart. It made me wonder what she was thinking about, looking into my eyes, but then she blushed. Geez she was a beauty, the way the blood rushed under her cheeks, causing them to turn pink.
She got up realizing that we were still in the class room while everyone exited. She was nearly running, but why? What did i do?
I noticed everyone staring at us as we nearly ran down the hallway. What happen to her? Who hurt her? I wonder if it was that Newton kid, i already wanted to kick the shit out of him, this just gives me even more of a reason. "Bella". I said almost pleading for her to slow down. She didn't tho. She kept the same pace. Then she said "I am sorry Kasey I have to go." How did she say that? It was almost like she was going to cry. Because of me? That just made me hate myself even more. I already could tell that the agonizing anguish was making its way to the surface of her heart and to the brims of her eyes.
I finally decieded to let her go on with her day before me.
The periods falling up to lunch were unreal it seemed,i just kept thinking about her. I wanted to comfort her, to tell her its going to be okay, and that i am here for her.
When i got to the lunch room i found Landin, and asked him if i could sit with him, he said sure. I than asked him about Bella, he told me that she was nearly dead without him. But who's him? Landin said his name was Edward Cullen, that he left her, that he was her world. And he just left her here to rot. No wonder why she was in so much dispair. I suddenly wanted to know everything about him, like why he left? And left her? What he looked like, which Landin said they were pale, and the girls looked like supermodels and then the guys looked like malemodels, but Edward was the best looking out of the three of the boys. Him and Bella were always together. I wanted to know how long they had been dating, which was half of a year. But i know you could get attach to someone quickly.
Later that day it was 7th period, the last period of the day. I walked in the room seeing that Bella was in there in the back of the room looking away from me but peeking once or twice, its like she took apart of me, but i am sure she didn't even know. Lucky for me had to sit right up in front. Away from her. Not, that didn't feel good to be away from her.
As the last bell rang Bella was nearly running out of the class room, i got up as quickly and swiftly as possible, then cutting acrossed the parking lot beating her there. When she got there i was leaning agaisnt my car, just looking casually her way. She was in a hurry i could tell, she almost broke the key trying to get it in the key slot. She jumped in fast slamming the door behind her. Then turn the key to start the engine, while she was doing this iwas walking over to talk to her. She must have seen me coming because i reached her window and she it the gas, and the truck roaring in protest, but she was gone…