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    Memories – (Chapter: Regret)

    Story written on April 2, 2006 by caseygurl.
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    Don’t doubt that I love you.

     

                “You can’t blame yourself for this Ash.” 

     

                “Where do you see this going, Spencer?”  I am thrown by the question.

     

                “What do you mean?”  I turn slightly to face her and cross my legs Indian style.

     

                “I mean, what do you expect from me?  There was a time in my life when I had no responsibility.  A time where I could pick up my things and chase you around the country.  I can’t do that anymore.”  She swallows hard and looks down.  “I still love you with all my heart, but I can’t be that person again.”  I look away and clenched my teeth to halt the tears.  I knew she wanted to continue, but was searching for the right words.  I would not have known what to say anyway.  “I dreamed about this day for a long time.  The day you would come back to town and magically everything would be okay.  I always imagined it would be an easy decision, but now that I have that chance, it’s so much harder.  Until today, I thought it was what I wanted.”

     

                “Why?”  I fight back the anger that came naturally with that statement.

     

                “Spencer, you ripped my heart out of my chest.  It took me a long time to even be able to get out of bed in the morning.  I blew the chance I had with the company I moved to Florida for.”  She shook her head in disgust.  “It was irony at its best.  I leave; against my better judgment, for a job; only to loose that job, because I am so devastated about leaving.”

     

                “I should have come with you.  I know now, how much you had already given up for me.  I only wish I would have realized then.  I don’t understand why you didn’t try and make me see.”

     

                “I didn’t do any of the things I did, so that I could throw them back in your face.  I did them, because I loved you.  You know they happened.  I know they happened.”  She finally looks at me, but quickly turns away again.  I feel my heart drop as I realize that she can’t even look at me.  “If I had tried, you might have come with me, but at what price?  You would have resented me for making you leave your life behind.  We would have always had that hanging over us and our love eventually would have turned to hate. I just could not have lived with that, could you?”

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    2. oh you suck. You just had to stop there. You did that on purpose. I was all into and hoping for an answer to their problems. not a tbc. post more soon.

    3. love the dialogue. for a while there i thought you were going to still go for the neat unrealistic love conquers all thing but whew, glad you’re still letting Ashley put up a fight. Man i was so excited a few chapters ago when you had me thinking that Ashley had just given Spencer a taste of her own medicine. now had you went in that direction, that would have been awesome. maybe you can write a fan fic with an alternate ending? lol. anyways, in lieu of Ashley putting up a fight, what happened to the girl that she had “obviously been intimate with for awhile” when Spencer first saw her again. ok, i’m babbling but great job as always. =)

    4. I am so addicted to this story. I hope they can find a way to be together again, but Ashley has a reason to be so less than forgiving. You are a fantastic writer. Please post soon!

    7. oh you suck. You just had to stop there. You did that on purpose. I was all into and hoping for an answer to their problems. not a tbc. post more soon.

    8. love the dialogue. for a while there i thought you were going to still go for the neat unrealistic love conquers all thing but whew, glad you’re still letting Ashley put up a fight. Man i was so excited a few chapters ago when you had me thinking that Ashley had just given Spencer a taste of her own medicine. now had you went in that direction, that would have been awesome. maybe you can write a fan fic with an alternate ending? lol. anyways, in lieu of Ashley putting up a fight, what happened to the girl that she had “obviously been intimate with for awhile” when Spencer first saw her again. ok, i’m babbling but great job as always. =)

    9. I am so addicted to this story. I hope they can find a way to be together again, but Ashley has a reason to be so less than forgiving. You are a fantastic writer. Please post soon!

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