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Memories – (Chapter: Regret)
“No.” The tears spilled from my eyes as I shake my head.
“I was not going to force you to go. If you loved me as much as you said, there should have been no problem.” That was the most painful thing I ever had to hear. She doubted that I ever loved her and I had nothing to prove otherwise.
“I was not thinking when you asked me to go. I spent the next day trying to clear my head.” I am having the most difficult time talking through the short breaths my crying is forcing me to take. “I came home and you had already packed.” I look at my trembling hands through tear filled eyes, hoping to find an answer there. “I’m so sorry.” I am definitely hyperventilating and it scares me that Ashley is stone faced. “I thought you had made up your mind to leave. You packed, you were sleeping on the couch and you even took off your ring. I didn’t think it would have mattered what I said.”
“So you walk out on seven years? One last goodbye fuck and nothing but tail lights? Do you have any idea what I would have done, if I came home to your bags packed? I would have thrown myself under a bus, if it meant I could have gotten you to stay.”
“I didn’t know what to do. I thought that Florida was what you really wanted and I didn’t want to stand in your way.”
“What I really wanted, was you! What I really wanted that day; was any reason to believe that you ever loved me. I had a lot of time to think about it and I had only come up with one reason. The ring. That ring signified to me that you actually loved me at one point. I took it off, because I was going to ask you that night if it really meant what you said it did.”
“It did.”
“You promised me forever. Forever is not 30 or 15 or in your case 2 years. It is forever. You promised me you would never leave. You promised me that nothing would ever come between us. You can’t sit here and tell me that ring means what you say it did.”
“Please. I beg you. Don’t doubt that I loved you.” There was a long silence.
To be continued….
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oby says
please…you…can’t…stop…now….puleeeeeze…put us out of our misery and let us know what happens
Sp0rtigirl says
oh you suck. You just had to stop there. You did that on purpose. I was all into and hoping for an answer to their problems. not a tbc. post more soon.
SON says
love the dialogue. for a while there i thought you were going to still go for the neat unrealistic love conquers all thing but whew, glad you’re still letting Ashley put up a fight. Man i was so excited a few chapters ago when you had me thinking that Ashley had just given Spencer a taste of her own medicine. now had you went in that direction, that would have been awesome. maybe you can write a fan fic with an alternate ending? lol. anyways, in lieu of Ashley putting up a fight, what happened to the girl that she had “obviously been intimate with for awhile” when Spencer first saw her again. ok, i’m babbling but great job as always. =)
country girl says
I am so addicted to this story. I hope they can find a way to be together again, but Ashley has a reason to be so less than forgiving. You are a fantastic writer. Please post soon!
Change says
Omg, she just stopped there…::mad face::…hehe, jk…I’ll wait patiently for the next chapter=D
oby says
please…you…can’t…stop…now….puleeeeeze…put us out of our misery and let us know what happens
Sp0rtigirl says
oh you suck. You just had to stop there. You did that on purpose. I was all into and hoping for an answer to their problems. not a tbc. post more soon.
SON says
love the dialogue. for a while there i thought you were going to still go for the neat unrealistic love conquers all thing but whew, glad you’re still letting Ashley put up a fight. Man i was so excited a few chapters ago when you had me thinking that Ashley had just given Spencer a taste of her own medicine. now had you went in that direction, that would have been awesome. maybe you can write a fan fic with an alternate ending? lol. anyways, in lieu of Ashley putting up a fight, what happened to the girl that she had “obviously been intimate with for awhile” when Spencer first saw her again. ok, i’m babbling but great job as always. =)
country girl says
I am so addicted to this story. I hope they can find a way to be together again, but Ashley has a reason to be so less than forgiving. You are a fantastic writer. Please post soon!
Change says
Omg, she just stopped there…::mad face::…hehe, jk…I’ll wait patiently for the next chapter=D