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    6 Months- chapter 16

    Story written on August 18, 2004 by Skipton.
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    the unraveling

     

    I have spent countless hours thinking this through and know that I played the pivotal role in ending our relationship, but it was Tina and me together that got us to that point.

     

    I don’t think that either of was conscious of our actions.  For the last two years or so, we operated on autopilot, never really shaking things up, lives becoming staid.  I believe that Tina tried to address this with therapy, and who knows if things would have turned out differently had been more patient, but that does not matter, because I was not and for that I feel truly sorry.

     

    Even while going to therapy, an example to an outsider that we were trying to help our relationship, we were not.  I don’t know that Tina would agree, again, another pointless question, but even the sessions were rote.  As soon as we left, we would drive home or go back to work, simply assuming the same destructive characteristics that would ultimately end us.    

     

    My indiscretion, as unforgivable an act as it was, simply confirmed the destination that we had been heading toward.

     

    I do not wish to belabor this point, but did want to offer a one sided explanation, as futile and pathetic as it sounds.

     

    Before coming to New York, I had tried countless times talking to Tina, tried to reason with her and knew that before I came here, was spent in those efforts.  I believe that Kit finds me a coward, not only in giving up on Tina, but conveying all of this to you in a letter instead of just telling you.

     

    During the six months that Tina and I were apart, I wanted the three of you to be there for her as I knew that she certainly wanted absolutely nothing to do with me.  I wanted the three of you to fix what I had broken, fix what I could no longer fix myself.  Seeing Tina in the state that my actions left her was unbearable.  I knew that each time she saw me, it was like another dagger to her heart.  I felt that if I did not do something drastic, she would never heal.

     

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    2. This was so powerful. I haven’t a clue to where you are heading us to, but Iwill waitforthe next chapter. I am hoping that ou will allow tina and Bette to come back togeather as well as the rest of the family. Just my hope. thanks

    4. I can’t get enough of your story! I can only imagine how Tina will fall apart knowing that she didn’t give their love a chance. I’m looking forward to the next part..hopefully Tina’s reaction!! BRAVO for skipton!!!

    5. Please don’t stop,have to know what tina is feeling reading a letter that was not ment to be seen by her is very hurtful.To realize that the person was still in love with you but you push them away.
      Yes I would say tina has some tears to cry. Waiting to read tina reaction.post soon

    14. Brilliant! You did not fail us at all in the manner you wrote Bette’s letter.
      It was absolutely powerful. It’s to the point, elegant which is true to Bette’s character.
      “You’re an artist skipton” Hell! 5 points is not fair. Give this lady a 10

    15. Why did you have to end there! I’m going crazy! This is such a good story! You just whipped this out on us like nohtin…please just one more for tonight?? Please, please, please?? I’m not one to beg…shit, Ijust did. Now You have to post tonight!

    18. such a powerful chapter. With your words spoken for Bette, how the punishment must be. For Tina reading Bette word of such remores and Love. I can only wait for the chapters to follow, and hope that fate plays up for them again. Thanks

    21. VERY powerful chapter, Skip! WOW! I think once I’ve dried my tears, I’m gonna have to go read it again. It was a bit blurry the first time. Love your writing. Keep ’em coming.

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