Feelings of betrayal plagued Bette’s mind. She had been sitting on a bench in the neihgbourhood park for an hour and that was all Bette ould tihnk about. Betrayal. Betrayal. Betrayal. She was now THAT woman. But the recent fresh  memory of how warm Tina was on her lips also plagued Bette. It was so….god….it made Bette feel something just thinking about it. It was torture. And she didn’t even know how Tina felt aobut it all! Bette felt so selfish. She was the most selfish person on the planet. Mean to her loving husband, going all ***** on her friend, feeling stuck feeling weird feeling……weird…..and really….warm. All Bette could do was cry.

 She came back to her house after an hour and a half. She had walked, not trusting herself to drive. She muttered to herself as she walked up the steps, too much drama..so much drama. And it was all Tina’s fault. That *****. If she had not moved next door everything would have been still normal. Bette paused. Would that have been better? She was beyond knowing anymore. Stop fighting she told herself. Just go with the flow and bear the brunt of tina’s alienation. No bullshit buddies no more. Stupid stupid stupid. Bette opened the door, it was unlocked..Tina must have gone home. Bette went in and put her coat on the floor, she turned into the living room and saw Tina. She was getting up from the sofa. She was still here. The look on her face said it all. She was as confused as Bette. She took a step closer…then stopped. Then turned around and started to walk away fast as if running away. Bette walked after her, until she reached out and grabbed Tina’s wrist. She whipped her around and their mouths met. Hard. Bette felt her lip broke and tasted the iron flavor of blood. Tina had her hands deep in Bette’s hair, pulling and holding it in her hands so Bette’s scalp tingled. They were devouring each other, just eating each other’s mouths….Tina licked Bette’s cut and licked her upper lip. Bette felt her entire body shaking like a leaf in a storm..ahhha…a leaf in the storm. No words were said. No words were even running through their mind. They had descended to the most primitive releasing of lust. They felt their bodies give way. Bette slid to the floor and Tina came down with her. She felt Tina’s hands go under her tanktop. Bette was really really shaking. Her mouth kept missing Tina’s. By now they were lying on the hallway floor with their stomachs pressed together. Bette felt the sudden need to touch Tina’s skin…and she took hold of Tina’s sweater and pulled it up. Only the blouse now. She lifted that up too. Now she could see Tina’s bra. That snapped her back to reality. It must have snapped Tina back too. Cuz both stopped at the same time. Tina was on top of Bette, and she supported herself with her arms. Bette gazed back up to her…..Tina opened her mouth, Bette kissed it…whispering into tina’s breath…”no talking”. They kissed each other slowly now…as if ashamed by the earlier frenzy. Bette smiled, felt Tina touching her thigh…it coming up. Bette broke her own rule…she talked suddenly and couldn’t stop…”Have you done this before? Do you know what to do? hahaha…..”  It was contagious…Tina started too..”What do you like Bette? I’ve never done this before….do you thinkk we should look it up on the internet”  At that Bette shushed Tina….she stroked Tina’s thighs, Tina was straddling her looking down. Bette felt Tina’s weight on her pleasant…different…*****. Her back hurt though. Bette sat up and wrapped her arms around Tina’s waist…kissing the hollow of her neck. ..