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Accidental Love chapter 30
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Tina: It’s nothing Alice
Alice: Do you miss her that much already?
Tina sighedshe did miss Bette but that wasn’t the reason so was so lost in thought.
Tina: I do miss her
Alice: God you guys are pathetic
Tina: Let me finish, but that’s not why I’m upset
Alice: then what is it?
Tina: What we were talking about before has really made me sit here and wonder about everything
Alice: Well we talked about a lot of things what do you mean
Tina: Well I guess love
Alice: What about it?
Tina: Why isn’t that enough?
Alice was puzzled she had no idea what Tina was trying to get at.
Tina: I mean here I am in love, and from what I hear I’m supposed to be ecstatic, cant sleep, cant eat which I am when I’m I her presence but after I leave reality sets in
Alice: What the ***** are you talking about, I’m so lost
Tina: Ok let me try and make sense
Alice: Well at least you know your not making any.
Tina leaned back further into her seat and tried to collect her thoughts. She wanted to let all her frustrations out so she could have a clear head and Alice was just going to have to suffer through it.
Alice: I’m waiting
Tina: Ok why is it that in the time of what should be the happiest time in my life, I’m suddenly filled with doubt, dread and fear even uncertainty
Alice: I’m confused, are we talking about Eric or about Bette
Tina: Bette. I have found my soul mate, and the fact that she is a woman suddenly puts up all these restrictions on me, which is causing me so many headaches
Alice: What are you getting at Tina? Are you having doubts again?
Tina: No, not at all. I have never been so sure about anything in my life, but what I am worried about is the consequences of my love for her.
Alice: Ohh I see
Tina: What I’m trying to say is and probably just sounding redundant at this point is, if society meaning my mom, cant accept me for what I am now, then will the happiness I share with her be tarnished? Will I be able to make it knowing that no one can accept me?
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Thank you….as you said, it was going to be short; but it helped us gain a little insight on what goes through Tina’s mind and why it appeared that she was so indecisive.
She understands now that she may loose people in her life in order to be happy; but thats a price we pay when in love.
Now that Tina has accepted this, will she stick to it when the shit really hits the fan. Her mom, for one, is not going to like this at all….let the drama begin.
BTW….can you tell I dont care whether Eric likes it or not? ;)
yes i believe love is enough. this was relaly good. thanks for the surprise post. al is a good friend even if shes al at times. heehee. it will be rough but worth it. thanks.
oh man chapter was WAY TOO SHORT!!!! hopefully u’ll amke it up by posting another 1 later 2day?????!!!!!!! I can’t say I’m looking 4ward 2 Tina coming out 2 her parent and all, (there’s just 2 much drama now in all the stories) though I’m ANXIOUSLY LOOKING 4WARD 2 WHEN T RETURNS 2 B AND THEY GET THAT CAMERA WORKING!!!! So I’m hoping u’ll post soon and longer chapters!!!!
Good update, I like that Tina is finally waking up. BTW no I did not get the part in was going for. Damn me for having big boobs (I will explain why that screwed me up later) however they want me to possibly play another part where I would pretty much play a big black man (again i will explain later)
i believe that love is enough. tina is starting to believe it herself, will she still believe it when all she has is bette? Yes i think so. al is being a good friend. had to LOL at the use of a car service. that is what i did in Ny to get to the airport. love your writing. take care. see u in chat.
Something interesting better happen with that camera!!!!
Really enjoying this story…. so whats on the camera, we can only imagine is something rude by the way Tina was smiling, They will be fine! they have to be!!! B & T ROCK!!!
Tina needs to hurry back. My mind is on the camera and what comes next. Oh, great chapter!!!
it absolutely makes perfect sense that tina is so torn – having to deal with letting go of her past life and beginning to embrace her new life, her new love, her new identity … the coming out process can be so difficult, lets not mention scary … i think you are doing an excellent job representing the turmoil some of us experienced … so looking forward to more!!!
It’s good to see what really goes on inside Tina’s mind. It’s definately something hard to deal with but love is love and she can’t worry about what others will think because her own happiness is what comes first. Great chapter, can’t wait for more!
Tinas struggle is quite real… Its all about society and its cookie cutter shape of what each and everyone should be. If you stray outside the lines then you are branded a misfit and looked down upon. Your doing a great job at giving Tina the time to think about all the possibilities and consequences of the choices in her life… which road to take for her journey.
God..I can remember having thoughts like Tina. Always wondering what society/people think. She will get through it to be happy. Just like we all have to do. Thanks for the chapter and this story NYC
PS…Bring on the videotaping ;)
Wow this is short but is good and glad Tina share something with Alice and Alice is help her out. Ok now let see the drama coming for Tina to face and let see what’s next, post soon please. Thanks!
It was short, but I enjoyed it. Tina has alot of inner turmoil going on. We’ve probably all been there at one time or another. But you get through it. You can’t go through life worrying about what everyone is going to think, including your family. True love and happiness is hard to come by and if its there you need to grab on and go for all its worth. Alice, that girl ya gotta love her. Tina needs to just do what she has to, cut her losses and get back to Bette, and the camera.
very good chapter. at this moment im to tired to come up with nething to say. post soon!!
very good chapter. at this moment im to tired to come up with nething to say. post soon!!
very good chapter. at this moment im to tired to come up with nething to say. post soon!!
Aw shucks, this chapter was really sweet. I loved how Tina was describing her feelings for Bette to Alice. Heck, it made ME jealous.
See just write from your heart. Now If we can get Tina to go with her heart. Her Mom will be so angry and upset with her, also a lot of her friends will drop her like a hot horseshoe. They were really not her friends. Eric shouldn’t have lied to start with.his way of getting Tina. I believe that Tina will do the right thing………THANKS