“You are not Candace, or Henry those were different cases. You can’t really compare them to us. You had to follow your heart T, we both did.” Bette said kissing Tina’s head that was now buried on her shoulder. “Hi, how did we get to talk about that? Weren’t we talking about you dating Sam and me being insanely jealous?” Bette said trying to lighten the mood.

“Insanely jealous?” Tina asked, lifting her head giving Bette half of smile.

“INSANELY” Bette confirmed, “not Brenda jealous, now that was some jealousy, green hulk jealousy!” she continued while caressing Tina’s head removing her hair from her face and kissing her nose, and the her neck, then looking at her smiling.

“I wouldn’t have dated you both “ Tina said after a while of just staring at each other.

“I know baby, I know. I know you wouldn’t believe it but I something talk before I think” Bette said.

“Noooooo” Tina said smiling.

“Yes, yes I know it’s hard to imagine it sometime happens when I’m really angry or INSANELY jealous.” She said smiling.

“I just didn’t know what will happen between us, I couldn’t get my hopes up only to fall again Bette, it hurt too much” Tina said, the tears coming back. “So yes I asked her out, maybe to tell myself that I am moving on, to lie to myself that if we’ll break up my heart wouldn’t shatter to pieces.” Tina was now fully crying. “So yes, I asked her out, maybe to help myself, maybe to stick it to you, so you will feel what seeing you with Jodie was doing to me. Is that so bad?”

Bette looked at her, during her speech Tina left her arms taking a step back and now she was standing with her arms cross and looked like she’s ready to fight. Bette took a step forward, caressed Tina’s neck and just looked at her. Tina was shaking, tears streaming from her eyes. ‘God she’s sexy’ Bette thought. “Not at all baby” she said looking straight and seeing those beautiful eyes that capture her heart. “Thank god Sam said no, ha?” Bette said trying to make Tina smile.