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    All The Fallen ~*~ Chapter 17 ~*~ Ask

    Story written on June 13, 2006 by Jaded_Wind.
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    Bette and Candace have an evening at home – Kit and Ivan try and figure things out – Alice gets her answers

     

    “Ivan, I’m so sorry,” her eyes glistened with tears, but she held back, she needed to be the strong one now.  “I never would have expected that from Jerry and Kenny.  It was¼.”

     

    “It wasn’t your fault,” he waved her off.  “Guys like me are a lightning rod for guys like them.”

     

    “It doesn’t make it right.” Her lips started to tremble and she took a deep breath, willing herself not to cry.  Damn it Porter, grow a backbone.

    “No, but it’s the way it is,” Ivan observed.  “What are you doing still here?  Why didn’t you go on home?”  He asked in a harder tone than he’d intended.

     

    “I just¼I wanted to make sure you were ok, not hurt any worse than you are, I mean.  And¼it’s hard to be there.  Without you.  It doesn’t feel like¼.”

     

    “Kit¼.”  Ivan began, a tone of warning in his voice.

     

    “I know,” she turned her head away, bit her quivering lip, clenched her hand ‘til the nails bit into her palm.  “I know I don’t deserve you, Ivan.  I know that.  And I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness either.”  She shot back,

     

    “Don’t say that!”  Ivan said in a growl.

     

    “It’s true!  It is.  What I did was so wrong, and not for one minute did you ever deserve to be treated that way.  I¼.” She turned to face him, tears tracking down her cheeks.

     

    “It’s..it’s not like that, Kit,” he said quietly.  “We¼I don’t think we know how to do this.”

     

    “Do what?  Be in love?”  Kit asked, giving him an up and down look, her bravado back.

     

    His head bobbed in agreement.  “Yeah. It’s ¼ it’s too complicated for you.  Hell, it was too complicated for me for most of my life.”

     

    She laughed sarcastically.  “Yeah, well, complicating life is something we drunks do real well.”

     

    “Yeah, I guess we do.  Why is it that ‘keep it simple’ stuff seems so hard?”  Ivan asked.

     

    “I don’t know, Ivan.  I wish I did.  There’s a lot of things I wish I understood better’n I do.”  She sighed softly, took another tentative step toward him.

     

    “Me too, pretty lady, me too,” he said, sadness making his throat hurt.

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    1. I understand Kit and Ivan, Dana and Tonya No. Bette and Candace Never Tina and her change in her Life style.I dont know . I just glad you are posting on this site. thanks

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