She often wondered why she had stayed working with him the ass that he was, as she worked with him and his narrow-mindedness. It had been her first real break into the business and she wanted to prove herself worthy in the industry. She was incredible at her job and succeeded quite well before long.

At this moment in her life, Tina was being pulled at in too many directions for her own sanity’s sake. It was coming from home, work and their friends. Every one wanted a piece of her and it didn’t seem to her as if there was enough of her even for herself. Because of the importance of this movie, she needed to put in long days for its final preparations of filming. Her level of exhaustion was gathering strength with each passing day.

Tina almost avoided going home, as she knew what waited for her with her wife’s vacant emotional state. As hard as it was becoming, she forced herself to leave the office at a reasonable time a few days during the week when she knew she could take her work with her. She’d stop by a florist and buy a huge bouquet and take it home to give to Michelle.

Sometimes it worked at soothing her wife’s disposition and other times, it seemed to work against Tina. Michelle was angry most of the time and accused Tina of crazy things. After a while, Tina just tuned her out and went out to the swimming pool and swam laps. She felt hopeless.

After a while, Michelle’s hormones finally leveled out and she tried being a little nicer to her wife and let her back into her world a little at a time. Because in her own crazy mixed up mind, she didn’t want Tina to suffer emotionally from another miscarriage, she had self-inseminated herself and was now pregnant with Tina’s new baby. She was planning on sharing this news with Tina on opening night of the movie Premier.

Kate Arden, the director that Tina had hired to direct the movie, was constantly after her and made it known that she so wanted to get into her pants. Tina was at the end of her patience with her and her inappropriateness in dealing with Tina. She felt so frustrated in her dealings with Kate as she didn’t want to respect Tina’s ‘NO!’