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    Before the Fall – Nine

    Story written on January 28, 2007 by Speed_Racer.
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    If you loved someone how far would you go, to get them to love you back? What if they never loved you?

    “You’re not a bad person, Helena. You aren’t. And no matter what you say I know that you loved Bette. You wanted to be happy and you took it too far. If you’re serious about this then I will back you. Try and help you.”

    “I don’t require any help,” Helena said stiffly.

    “It’s on the table when you do require help. I’ll expect you at dinner tonight. I’m throwing a little dinner party. And no I will not let you decline. I’ll have Jerry pick you up at six. I’ll see you tonight, darling,” Peggy said rising and walking to the door.

    Helena hesitated a moment before she sighed and spoke.

    “Thank you, Mummy.”

    Peggy glanced over her shoulder.

    “No need to thank me. Just come to dinner. Goodbye.”

    “Goodbye,” Helena said quietly.

    As soon as her mother closed her office door Helena placed her head in her hands and tried very hard to resist the urge to cry.

    She didn’t succeed.

    ““

    “So, Helena and I weren’t together when she came were we?” Bette asked after they’d finished their early lunch.

    “Nope,” Jenny answered before Shane could.

    Bette nodded to herself.

    She watched as Shane shot Jenny a glare before she sat forward her elbows resting on her thighs.

    “Look Bette it’s complicated. You should just focus on getting better. When are your therapy sessions? I’ll take you.”

    Bette was tempted to let it go because Shane looked absolutely miserable.

    “It’s from two to four. What do you mean by complicated? She loved me and I assume I loved her. What happened?”

    “I don’t know. I really don’t Bette. One minute you two were doing the same thing you always did, and the next Helena had moved all the way across the country. No explanation. Not from you or Helena. We were all in the dark about what happened,” Shane muttered.

    “Really? You have no idea?” Bette asked skeptically. She turned her gaze to Jenny and met her amused gaze.

    “Well Shane may not have any idea but I didn’t say that.”

    “Jenny!”

    “What? Bette should know the truth. Bette you were like totally in love with Helena. I mean absolutely. You just were like…conflicted.”

    Bette drummed her fingers against her thigh as she contemplated Jenny’s words.

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    1. Wow! It would be so strange having no memory of the past and then have it all come rushing back at you like that. Thanks for the update–looking forward to the next!

    2. oh my god! Oh my god! All the memories came flooding back? That’s going to be really intense. What’s going to happen? Why? How? When? Amazing, Speedy, you write stuff close to my heart. Lovely writing! Thanks for the soon update! I’m so glad to read it! It’s perfect! :D

    3. You do know that I was meaning to write that I like the friendship between everyone right? The middle part was hillarious! Then the suddenly gaining back memory part just took my breath away. hehe

    6. This was good…really good. Will Bette let everyone know that she got her memory back right away? Will she call Helena? Will Helena come back to LA? Bette can’t travel right now. More please.

    7. wow Speedy this was soo cool. i really feel for Bette getting all your memories back like that. I loved the pillow fight and how the friends all stick together.PPS

    8. Your writing is great as usual. You gave us some laughter, the dedication of friends, as well as self awareness on one’s self. You are an excellent writer and it’s a pleasure to read your stories. Thank You!

    11. Oh come on!!! You didn’t stop there!! You’ can’t stop there!!! It’s so not fair!!! I becam e addicted to this story!!! Speedy, post an update as soon as possible, please!!!!

    12. Oh come on!!! You didn’t stop there!! You’ can’t stop there!!! It’s so not fair!!! I became addicted to this story!!! Speedy, post an update as soon as possible, please!!!!

    13. I am on the edge of my seat here, i cannot believe you just stopped there!! Meanie! You are one incredible writer, truly in awe of your style, love it! Thank you, pps.

    14. oh hell i’m a tibetter cheering for bette to get her brain back and make it good with helena!!!! damn u r good…pps…i’m on the edge of my seat…..yeah, i do feel 4 Tina but she should go get her a woman who truly loves her, shes too nice to play 2nd best….

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