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    Before the Fall – Nine

    Story written on January 28, 2007 by Speed_Racer.
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    If you loved someone how far would you go, to get them to love you back? What if they never loved you?

    Why had she been conflicted? Because she had been dating Tina at the time? Had she actually cheated on Tina with Helena? Led Helena on so much that it had driven the woman to New York?

    It didn’t seem unlikely with what she was slowly learning about herself. She could see how something like that might have happened.

    “How did you know I was in love with her? Did I say that? I mean was it blatant? Was I conflicted while I was with Tina? Did I love Tina too?”

    “Sure you loved Tina. Who wouldn’t? But I don’t think you were in love with her. I just think you were really comfortable with her and stayed because it was easier,” Jenny said sincerely.

    “Shane what do you think?” Bette asked turning to Shane.

    “I think that telling you this won’t help you.”

    “How can it not? I mean I’m in the dark here, Shane! I don’t know what’s going on. You all have lied to me and I’m floundering. I don’t know what to think. What to make of all of this. I want the truth.”

    “You can’t handle the truth,” Jenny said with a laugh.

    Bette glanced uncomprehending at Jenny for a moment.

    “A Few Good Men. Jack. You don’t remember? Anyway, I know I came into the group a little late, but even I could see all the fucking unresolved sexual drama between you and Helena. Hell, even Tina could see it. That’s why she didn’t like you seeing Helena, because you were in love with her.”

    “And Tina still stayed? Knowing that?”

    “Bette…I know this is confusing and I’m sure it’s not making you feel too good about yourself, but things were complicated. You aren’t–weren’t–too big on emotions. You were a workaholic. You wanted success and you didn’t want romantic attachments. Tina you loved. You did. But you couldn’t let go of Helena and whatever you two had. You’ve got a lot of hang-ups,” Shane said looking pained to even be talking about this to her.

    “Apparently,” Bette muttered. “So I was in love with Helena, but dating Tina. And while I was dating Tina I was probably stringing Helena along. And I didn’t seem to give a damn who I hurt along the way.”

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    1. Wow! It would be so strange having no memory of the past and then have it all come rushing back at you like that. Thanks for the update–looking forward to the next!

    2. oh my god! Oh my god! All the memories came flooding back? That’s going to be really intense. What’s going to happen? Why? How? When? Amazing, Speedy, you write stuff close to my heart. Lovely writing! Thanks for the soon update! I’m so glad to read it! It’s perfect! :D

    3. You do know that I was meaning to write that I like the friendship between everyone right? The middle part was hillarious! Then the suddenly gaining back memory part just took my breath away. hehe

    6. This was good…really good. Will Bette let everyone know that she got her memory back right away? Will she call Helena? Will Helena come back to LA? Bette can’t travel right now. More please.

    7. wow Speedy this was soo cool. i really feel for Bette getting all your memories back like that. I loved the pillow fight and how the friends all stick together.PPS

    8. Your writing is great as usual. You gave us some laughter, the dedication of friends, as well as self awareness on one’s self. You are an excellent writer and it’s a pleasure to read your stories. Thank You!

    11. Oh come on!!! You didn’t stop there!! You’ can’t stop there!!! It’s so not fair!!! I becam e addicted to this story!!! Speedy, post an update as soon as possible, please!!!!

    12. Oh come on!!! You didn’t stop there!! You’ can’t stop there!!! It’s so not fair!!! I became addicted to this story!!! Speedy, post an update as soon as possible, please!!!!

    13. I am on the edge of my seat here, i cannot believe you just stopped there!! Meanie! You are one incredible writer, truly in awe of your style, love it! Thank you, pps.

    14. oh hell i’m a tibetter cheering for bette to get her brain back and make it good with helena!!!! damn u r good…pps…i’m on the edge of my seat…..yeah, i do feel 4 Tina but she should go get her a woman who truly loves her, shes too nice to play 2nd best….

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