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    Bitter Endings, Sweet Beginnings: Part Three

    Story written on August 8, 2005 by dreiser.
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    S3 SPOILERS. Embarrassed by her recent actions, Alice tries to avoid those she cares for the most but her plan fails when people show up places they normally wouldn’t be, causing her to call Helena for comfort.

    Since she was twelve years old her friends had taken care of her in the
    way a family should. They listened to her, they cared for her, they
    were there for her in all the ways that mattered to Alice. That being
    so, to realize now, at thirty years old she had let her friends down…
    that she had let her family down, was something very painful indeed. To
    know she had caused them pain and probably a good degree of humiliation
    was almost too much for Alice to take.

    But she took it because she had to, just as they had to for all those
    months when she was out of her mind because of the loss of Dana. It
    wasn’t really Dana though, Alice had realized that slowly but surely
    through therapy. It was more of the loss of a dream she had since she
    was a child that somehow she began to associate completely with her
    relationship with Dana.

    Dr. Bradshaw said it was normal, that she acted as many children of
    divorce did and she shouldn’t be so ashamed. That was hard for Alice to
    believe much less do since she utterly loathed that saying in the first
    place. Child of divorce. It sounded so lame and like such a cheap
    excuse to her. My parents didn’t have a good relationship so of course
    I can’t. To her it felt like never taking responsibility for your own
    ***** ups and pushing them all off on your folks.

    Though Alice had to admit it did make her feel a little better to know
    she wasn’t the only one who had that dream. The one of finding that
    perfect someone, the person who knew you better than anyone else and
    you know, super lame, completed you and made you feel whole. She felt
    that way with Dana but it somehow spun out of control… the more she
    felt that way the more she feared losing it and the more she felt that
    fear the worse things got until finally…

    Until finally Dana didn’t love her.

    She didn’t blame Dana anymore. In retrospect, she wasn’t sure if she
    would be nearly so kind as the tennis player had been if she was in her
    same position. The way she acted, just the level of irrational behavior
    and jealousy and distrust, it was painful for Alice to think of so she
    couldn’t imagine how terrible it had been for Dana to actually go
    through.

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    2. Thanks for such an endearing Helena, its far too easy to get bogged down by the cannon Helena but your tale takes me far away from that and into the realm where I quite like her and the lovely Alice together. Keep up the tension and please never stop giving us loyal and loving fans more!!!

    3. can i say that i love that you use the right terminolgy in the right settings. Seems like such a small thing, but it isn’t. Like a tennis match, not game. Helena’s quarters, not room. You always make the right reference in the right place. And the details do not go unnoticed, thanks – it makes for such great flow and reading.
      A human catch and a human reeling it in – wonderful analogy with the fishing and the pending hook-up. loved it dreiser.

    5. So much sexual tension!!!!!!!! Its driving me crazy. Both you and Sulky still have not even let Alice and Helena kiss!!! Someone let my girls be happy please! By the way, I love you, you are the greatest writer ever. I wait for like two weeks for this story, its kills me but when it gets here… bliss. Keep it up babe and thanks.

    9. It’s so true you and Sulky are killing me, please I need to read happy helacious. Mmmm I just wrote that? Well in my danish heart there is some place to this ship too, and it’s all your fault :P . Thanks.

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