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    Bitter Endings, Sweet Beginnings: Part Three

    Story written on August 8, 2005 by dreiser.
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    S3 SPOILERS. Embarrassed by her recent actions, Alice tries to avoid those she cares for the most but her plan fails when people show up places they normally wouldn’t be, causing her to call Helena for comfort.

    And she didn’t blame her friends from pulling away from her either.
    Tina and Bette had honestly tried their best to help but they were so
    busy with Angelica and god, what she had done the day the social worker
    came. She could have ruined Bette’s chances for adoption.

    Shane especially she didn’t fault. After all, look at how she and Dana
    had treated her when their relationship first began. At the time she
    knew, she KNEW, something was going on with the hair stylist but she
    ignored it because she was so ***** happy and in love. How could she
    blame Shane for doing the same thing to her now that she was with
    Carmen?

    There was no blame for anyone in Alice’s heart except herself. She was
    the one who fucked things up so badly with her jealousy and her utterly
    insane behavior. In fact, she wasn’t even sure she had it in her to ask
    for their forgiveness though she knew that they would all surely give
    it. Even Dana because that was just who Dana was and that was why Alice
    loved Dana and remained in love with her still.

    A feeling she had to make herself forget and bury away, for both their sakes.

    Part of Alice knew she would always love Dana but at the same time she
    was capable of admitting that sometimes the people you love the most
    don’t bring out the best in you. While she and Dana were perfect as
    friends it was more than obvious they didn’t suit each other nearly as
    well as lovers. Alice was too insecure and Dana was too inexperienced.
    The insecurities couldn’t be eased no matter how hard the athlete tried
    because of her inexperience. Not in dating or in love but just in
    dealing with a troubled life.

    Dana was one of those rare people who came from a happy family. She
    made it out as if it wasn’t like that… but that was a lie that even
    she could admit to. Her parents loved her and their rejection because
    of her sexuality hadn’t lasted all that long and once it was gone it
    was gone completely. With a family like that, Dana didn’t know how to
    deal with Alice’s fear of abandonment and the deeply ingrained distrust
    she had when people said they loved her and especially when they said
    they wouldn’t leave her. Because in the end, they always left.

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    2. Thanks for such an endearing Helena, its far too easy to get bogged down by the cannon Helena but your tale takes me far away from that and into the realm where I quite like her and the lovely Alice together. Keep up the tension and please never stop giving us loyal and loving fans more!!!

    3. can i say that i love that you use the right terminolgy in the right settings. Seems like such a small thing, but it isn’t. Like a tennis match, not game. Helena’s quarters, not room. You always make the right reference in the right place. And the details do not go unnoticed, thanks – it makes for such great flow and reading.
      A human catch and a human reeling it in – wonderful analogy with the fishing and the pending hook-up. loved it dreiser.

    5. So much sexual tension!!!!!!!! Its driving me crazy. Both you and Sulky still have not even let Alice and Helena kiss!!! Someone let my girls be happy please! By the way, I love you, you are the greatest writer ever. I wait for like two weeks for this story, its kills me but when it gets here… bliss. Keep it up babe and thanks.

    9. It’s so true you and Sulky are killing me, please I need to read happy helacious. Mmmm I just wrote that? Well in my danish heart there is some place to this ship too, and it’s all your fault :P . Thanks.

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