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    Centre of my Universe, Part 28

    Last time (long ago, I know…) 

    “Ahem… Bette ?” Helena’s voice held a note of concern right now.

    “Yes, love. What is it ?” Bette caught up on it.

    “What if…”

    “It doesn’t concern me, Lena.”

    “Yes, it does. It’s not only her problem, since you two share custody for Angelica. And what about…” Helena’s voice dropped to nothing.

    Bette drove the car into a parking spot along the road. Then she killed the ignition and turned toward her lover.

    “Lena, level with me. What is your real problem here ?” Bette looked at her with an open face.

    Helena’s eyes filled with tears. “You mean other than that I love you more than you will ever know and that I am scared to death to loose you ?”

    Now……

     

    Chapter 28

    “Oh my fucking God, Lena, what are you talking about ?” Bette was beyond speechless… first for Helena’s tears and then for the desperation in her lovers voice.

    She reached over and took both of Helena’s hand in her own. “Love, please… tell me why you are in panic of loosing me ? Didn’t I show you today how much I love you, how much you mean to me ? Maybe I didn’t say it before so I will now… Helena, I could easily die for you, but I prefer to live for you… for us !”

    Helena just sniffed and with her shoulder she tried to dry the tears. Bette let go one of her hands and her thumb carefully caressed Helena under one eye.

    “Please, love, no crying. I can’t stand that.” Bette was at her own breaking point and shed a few tears herself now.

    “Goddess, what is wrong with me ?” Helena asked hypothetically. “This is so not me !”

    “Hmmm…” Bette smiled gently. “I guess it’s the price we pay for being insanely in love.”

    “You are right, Darling. I don’t know where this came from, but I think it’s over now.”

    Both took a kerchief from Helena’s purse and made themselves presentable again. Then they smiled at each other.

    “Ready to go now ? Because I don’t know about you, but I need another coffee and we should have it at the house.” Bette teased.

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    1. Welcome back Kijuma and it’s good to see you have not lost your touch. Excellent post by the way. It’s good to see Bette&Helena are still communicating both verbally as well as physically. And the interaction between Alice,Jenny&Marina are quite good. As for April she’s a likable character. The girl has spunk and I like that. I’m hoping Tina is not, But if she is I’m quite sure the gang will stand by her. That’s what friends do, something she seem to have forgotten. But let’s let by gones be by gones. So your babies are Pisces. Good sign,being one myself you should never get bored.

    2. Hello kijuma,I must say that you have totally immersed me into the world of Bette and Helena, these are two of my favorite characters and to see them together, so masterfully played out by your incredible writing is amazing.It is not often that I sit down and read 28 chapters of such and engaging story in one day, and it is next to impossible after reading that much that I can’t contain myself and desperately need to see where a story is heading. You are brilliant… all your character interaction is brilliant, you ability to showcase all of their emotions is poetic. You my friend are gifted beyond gifted to be able to bring such great characters together in such a way to make a reader feel like they actually know these people, actually love these people and to care about what is going to happen in their lives.I hope you keep this going for a long time coming and even if you happen to conclude this story I hope you will Bring Bette and Helena tales to life for a long while.Sincerely,JC

    3. I just caught up with this and it would be so cruel to make Tina pregnant but I am sure you are bent on her suffering so I’ll just read quietly and wait on Susannah…Hey Sue I see that you missed me. Where are you dear come out and play…

    4. Due to some things I only had time to read this chapter now. Good job as always and dang I had no clue you would get Da Queena pregnant lol.Hey sky babe you can play with Su all you want but don’t forget i’m keeping a close eye on the two of you LOL

    5. do i get to be first? yeeeaaaahhhaaa. ok, so how thrilled am i to read this ongoing saga? SO thrilled. helena and bette are such hotties together, and now they get second chances to work on their lesbian dramas and insecurities–which we all deserve kids! lmao. but for serious, i love seeing these two together, and i’m sorry about the ‘more sex less cat’ comment. how about more sex, and more cat? but not necessarily TOGETHER, i mean that’s not what i’m getting at…ok, anyway…thanks for this! pps!!!

    6. BBQ…an appetite, I’m always having an appetite huh. Well sorry I knew you posted yesterday afternoon and I intented to read your chapter in the evening…but I forgot all about it *blush* so I’ve read is first thing in the morning, does that count too…Well I can only say, I enjoyed reading it, I can so feel Helena’s pain caused by insecurity, that is just the way you feel when you’re deeply in love and start thinking of loosing that. You crave reassurance all the time. Also loved the way you described what happened at the bank, great writing and great writing too when both Shane and April realised that they are falling for each other. I sure hope Tina isn’t pregnant, I smell troubles in that case…she and Henry are over, aren’t they?. Blue…everytime I read about him I falling deeper and deeper for him….he will grow a aristocat….euhm aristocrat sorry. Don’t let us wait that long anymore for the next chapter ok!

    7. Good chapter. Hope you not make Tina’s life living hell, let get her not pregnant but find someone that good for her and leave Bette alone or being good friend to her and be happy, and please let her dump that stupid hendick, can’t stand him. Anyway love B&H and let see more please, thanks!

    8. Dear readers, as you may have guessed already, this story was on leave… Well, some time ago I had an inner dialogue again… this time I lost. I don’t really know if it might disappoint some of you, but this story will for now no longer be continued online !!! I’ll try to finish it so I can fulfill my promise to all of you who ever left a comment, but it may take some time…. I hope you’ll take my heartfelt gratitude for all your encouraging words with you and I’d like to wish all of you the best for your future lifes. Sincerely Kijuma

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