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    Chandelier – 44

    Story written on July 19, 2006 by tiff_duke.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=61766
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    We’re the Same

    "And you accused me of taking everything that meant anything to you."

    "That was true."

    "Was not."

    "Really was." Tina replied.

    "How."

    Tina glanced at her. "You were the mother of my unborn child. Having our family meant the world to me. And by going to someone else I thought there was no going back from that."

    Bette regarded Tina. "How do you do it? I’ve lived most my life protecting myself from everyone and everything, and here you are, and you could tear me down with a look."

    "The southern accent?" Tina joked.

    "Doubt it," Bette said softly, brushing back a lock of hair from Tina’s face.

    "I knew your weaknesses, and catered to them. I let you think you’re in control because I didn’t want the responsibility. But I could manipulate the hell out of any of you."

    "I’m offended."

    "Wait, I’m getting to the good part,," Tina told her.

    "Can’t wait," Bette said dryly.

    "This business, about me blaming you for letting me cheat on you," Tina waved off Bette’s protest. "You’re right. That wasn’t permission. I just didn’t want to be someone who cheated."

    "You cheated on Helena with me." Bette reminded.

    Tina smiled wryly. "That tells you plenty about how I felt about Helena and how I felt about you, doesn’t it?"

    "Fair enough. Now, it’s my turn to ask a question," Bette said softly. "Do you love me?"

    Tina smiled. "Yes."

    "How much?"

    "I don’t know, I haven’t really gotten around to measuring," Tina admitted.

    Bette glanced at her. "Then why do you keep leaving me?"

    Tina frowned. "I don’t follow."

    "When we lost our first baby. After Provocations. Going to men."

    Tina opened her mouth to protest the first one, but Bette cut her off.

    "Yes, I know you didn’t leave me, technically, after we lost our baby. But you checked out. I didn’t know what to say to you, and you seemed so… like you didn’t need me."

    "Hate to sound playground, but you checked out on me, too."

    "So what about Provocations, and men?"

    Tina held up her hand. "Whoa. Slow down. One of those wasn’t exactly my choice."

    Bette looked at her, before sighing and turning back towards the pool. "Sometimes I wish I didn’t love you the way I do."

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    Comments

    1. Yay! I’m first! Great chapter, tiff. I absolutely love the way you let the characters discuss their problems, and I certainly wish we could see that type of interaction on the show!

    2. First, I’m honored that a goofy little story I wrote was referenced. *blushes* Tina was right. They are both idiots, but perhaps now they can be recovering idiots. Two MILFs and an SUV. Sounds like a nice ride.

    7. tiff….you’re simply the best at writing dialogue, having emotions and thoughts come through in dialogue. You just have this knack/talent for getting into their heads and expressing such realistic ideas. Every chapter is out of the park. Yiur story is so complex and interesting.

    8. How great that these two are finally talking about their mistakes and actually listening to each other. This story is how the communication should have gone, instead of IC making them act like idiots. Thank you for trying to fix them. First communication now to see the bedroom..hmmm..I know talking is great, but action is better. Right, Tiff_Duke?

    9. Maybe now they can start stepping forward and when they do fall back it is only a couple of steps and not falling all the way down the stair case. Maybe now the idoitness is behind them and only shows up occasionally. Yes go make some brand spanking new memories.

    11. Loved these lines:…Bette looked at her, before sighing and turning back towards the pool. “Sometimes I wish I didn’t love you the way I do.”Bette glanced at her. “It’s too easy for you to hurt me. Sometimes it gets too much for me to deal with.” …It gets to the heart of things, the heart of Bette which she so rarely shows. She IS vulnerable and sensitive. Loved it! Thanks!

    19. You know, when I finish reading one of your chapters, I think “How is she ever going to top that one?” And, you always do. These two have been navigating through some raging waters and just when I think someone is going to drown, a hand is offered to lead the other to safety. And, apparently for a tumble in anything that has wheels. It really is quite touching to see their love continuing to bubble up as they push through their own and each other’s transgressions. It is fascinating to see their love and commitment wrestle with the demons of their past, especially the way that your write it. The dialog is so articulate and thoughtful. Plus, we get a song to match. That is a whole other superpower! Okay, I was sorting through my mountain of music and rediscovered an old favorite of mine, Love Me Still by Chaka Khan. It is pretty and mushy, but as far as I am concerned, you can never have too much of that.

    23. i’ve come to the conclusion that you should write scripts, not stories. mainly because your stories are basically scripts, only without the annoying…script qualities. of course, if it is a script, and written as a script should be, it’s not so annoying. you’re a dialogue whore, and a damn good one at that. it’s realistic, true to the characters, and it’s not choppy in any way. you make it where the dialogue describes the characters, and that, dear acquaintance, is something not a lot of people can do. believe me, there are about a million stories out there that prove just what i said. so please, continue with your script/story. scriptory. is that already a word?

    26. TD, Finally looks like these gals are getting some closure and more important admitting to their failures and forgiving themselves for their transgressions. I admire the honesty of your words and perfect dialogue. You always embody the simplest of scene with such a wallop of emotions. Please let these gals chase away the demons of their past and welcome the joys of their future. Brava! And much gratitude for this fabulous fan fiction. Your Loyal Fan.

    27. your dialogues are terrific! see if they talk they can find out wath happen and how they will make differents somethings. I like the tina’s tought: make new memories! excellent girl

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