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Chapter 30 – WANTING

Bette gasped at the contact; her jaw clutched in reaction and her heart skipped a beat. For a brief moment, she forgot herself and simply wanted to melt into Tina’s embrace. She struggled for control, tried to keep herself from unraveling totally.
Dear lord!
Bette’s unconsciously shifted and leaned into the blonde’s hand. Her eyelids fluttering at the sensation, the connection. The warmth of Tina’s fingers on her skin felt like an angle’s touch.
Across from her, Tina gathered her courage and finally surrendered to her deep urges and desires. She slowly raked her thumb across Bette’s cheek, feeling the softness of her skin. Then her hand cupped the side of Bette’s head and guided it closer to hers. She heard the brunette’s sharp intake of breath.
“Come ‘ere.” Tina whispered as her hand guided the brunette’s chin with gentle possession.
Bette could only nod slightly with acceptance as she complied.
“Bette.” Tina met the brunette’s eyes. “I . . . I’ve missed you.”
“I . . . “Bette stuttered, drawn into the depths of Tina’s orbs. Unable to stop herself from gazing into the eyes she once saw forever in. Unable to tear her eyes away, the brunette licked her lips unconsciously. She was awash with conflicting emotions. The taste of desire lingering there on her tongue as she drank in the beautiful sight before her.
How many nights over the years had thought of Tina?
Dreamed of the beautiful blonde?
Fantasized about the lovely American?
Had sex with other women, all the while imagining Tina in her arms instead.
Pleasured herself while imagining the woman she desired most in the world sharing her bed, sharing their bodies, sharing their love with one another?
Bette looked down at that rose petal soft mouth, those lips that she wanted to claim as her own again. Her excitement was about to spill over and she felt herself grow dizzy with anticipation. Her body ached with want and the throb between her legs matched the pounding of her heart. Her own right hand came up to cup the back of Tina’s head in her palm to hold her in place.
Bette’s head rotated just a tad and she leaned forward towards the woman who she knew in her mind and soul still held her heart . . .
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(11 votes, average: 4.73 out of 5)
OMG – that was so, so good!
I just want to lock them in a room and force them to TALK to each other – but then, we wouldn’t have your story if I did!! Ha
This keeps getting better and better.
Make Bette talk to Tina soon.
Thanks for the update – keep them coming.
I would like to do the same with them, but I have yo give them a chance to come around on their own & in their own time!! Yes, Bette will start to come around – slow, but she will.
Thanks for the nice words & your efforts on continuing to follow.
Much more action to come.
Wow… this is awesome.
First, I want to Thank you so much for posting like you said you would cause I was actually expecting. and I want to Thank you again for making each chapter Worth the wait.
This one is hot hot. The anticipation is killing me. Hmm… so Now bette is beginning to come around. Why is she so scared to accept what’s right in front of her.
She better talk to Tina soon, Please make them talk already.
Sorry, it got posted twice.
Great comment – think and feel the same way!
Thanks about the ‘hotness’!!
first I want to thank you for posting like you said you would cause I was actually expecting. And I Thank you again for making each chapter Worth the wait.
This one is hot hot. The anticipation is killing me. Hmm… so Now Bette is beginning to come around. Why is she so scared to accept what’s right in front of her.
She better talk to Tina soon, Please make her talk to Tina already. Thanks
Thrilled that I was able to deliver on time for you & that you enjoyed the chapter!!
I do put a lot of work into each chapter & have several editing sessions before I post each update – tweaking each read through.
Yes ma’am – Bette is starting to realize that Tina is an immovable force & ‘resistance is futile’!
Part of the reason why she’s hesitant to open up & accept Tina again is shame for how she acted in the past, fear of rejection or failure, the reality that she’s sick & has no future to offer to Tina.
Yes, Bette will start the process of talking to Tina very soon.
Thanks for following!
Great chapter my friend!
I wish you can lock them up when they are both in London and talk it out and begin a fresh start together.
You can feel both their struggle and especially Bette’s resistance to talk with Tina.
Look forward to the next chapter.
Hey,
Thanks for the comment.
Your wish might come true!! Ha
They’ll get to see each other & ‘talk’ more often. Those feelings will come to the surface.
Hope you like the upcoming chapters.
What angst! This was perfect.
Now they can start to move forward.
I take it Bette is holding back because of her illness?
Will she tell Tina what is happening or will Tina learn it from Helena or James?
This is so interesting and I am so hopeful for them.
hmmmmm gonna have to re-read some chapters. Ive forgotten any mention of Bette’s health concerns.
Let’s see . . . where to start?
Bette’s illness was mentioned previously – when she was initially sick in a chapter with Tina – she got sick overseas & was in the hospital. Also, mentioned in Bette’s conversations with James.
Yes – where to start??? Ha!!
Ha!!! Guessed right & found the convo with James chpt 15).
Having fun starting there and re-reading . . .
Hey, glad you found the reference!!
Enjoy the reread & see ya soon with the next update!!
You’re absolutely right, now they can start fresh & get to know one another again & be comfortable with each other.
You’re also right about why Bette is holding back. Her illness.
Think the reveal with be multifaceted.
Yes, stay hopeful.
BTW, Happy birthday SassyGran!!!
Actually, its already, the next day where U live sweet Lady
Thanks for reminding us about SG’s BD!!!
Everybody wish her well!!
OMG! The anticipation, the sexual tension, the angst – this chapter has it all! I do love how Tina wasn’t giving up easily.
And they almost had a fight – understandable with all their intense emotions built up over years. But I love how it led them to agree to talk soon about all the things they need to talk about.
Whew, love this update. I like the idea of an epilogue and revisiting them at some point.
I love your writing and will read anything you write.
Already looking forward to the next update.
Hey pal,
Tina’s that pushy American that doesn’t quit * won’t accept no as an answer for anything.
I actually toned down the near fight over what I had originally wrote. It just seemed too far over the top & didn’t flow well with the feel of the chapter. I also decided to speed up the reconciliation & not drag it out to extremes.
I agree about the epilogue – but a short one – maybe just a chapter & then revisit down the line later.
Thanks for the loyalty.
Ashley & sister love will be a big part of the next chapters.
Will post soon.
I’m with you on Collins’ writing – so strong, compelling and filled with emotions.
You’re very kind & generous with your praise. It goes straight to my heart!!
So frustrating and yet so… understandable.
Bette’s complicated life (huge professional responsibilities, her illness) gives her an alibi to hide her feelings from Tina. She tries to convince herself that it’s for the best but I’m sure Tina isn’t fooled and will try to confront her again in London and who knows maybe with the help of nice “friends”.
Very good chapter, can’t wait to see them in London.
I hope all is well with the family and that the cleaning is all done ! Take care.
Hi,
You know its complicated & not an easy path for either of them.
You are on the right path too about ‘friends’ helping out. And yes, TK will press forward once Ashley’s in the program & on the way to recovery.
I’m actually looking forward to getting back to London & writing with that city the focus location.
Thanks for asking about family – they are doing better!!
Until next time.
Like many of the others who’ve left comments, I too am looking forward to seeing them in London and furthering their reconnection.
Excellent chapter and thank you for sharing it with us.
Thanks for commenting & sharing your thoughts with others. Its very gratifying to know that readers are willing to interact with other readers too.
Been working on editing the next chapter & fine tuning it. Hopefully within the next 10 days it’ll be ready for posting!!