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Collision Course 4.26
Then the smile faded, knowing that it was over before it had even began, because Shane couldn’t forgive herself for hurting Carmen. For walking out, for running, for thinking that her DNA made her who she was.
Yes, she was a player, she had always been, those walls of hot and cold that she needed to survive on the street had stayed erect for a long time. Keeping her away from the people who might have made good partners over time, keeping her whole, keeping her sane. Now, when she wanted to open up those dams of emotions, they were all the wrong emotions. Hate, pain, suffering, guilt were the things that were there, and not love, admiration and lust. Everything was wrong, and Shane didn’t know how to fix it.
Looking over at the desk in the corner, a picture of her, Tina, Bette, Alice, and Dana graced the desk. Going over to it on quiet feet, Shane remembered the days when Bette and Tina seemed indestructible, when Alice would never have run after someone like she had Rosita, when Dana had been alive.
Her thumb touching the image of Dana, as much as Shane and Dana had had their differences, Shane knew that Dana loved her in a way that none of her other friends had. Dana understood the closet that Shane put herself in, not about her sexuality, but about her feelings, about her love.
Smiling at a memory, a very drunk Dana, and a very stoned Shane had been sitting around at Dana’s new house. Talking about love, which Dana always wanted, but had never found.
“I want to find the perfect person for me, I mean, she doesn’t have to be perfect, just right for me, you know?” asked Dana, a hiccup from the athlete and Shane laughed. Shaking her head at Dana’s naivety. “What, you think that’s dumb, don’t you, lil miss fuck ‘em an leave ‘em?” snapped Dana, standing up and wobbling.
Shane reached up, pulling her back down onto the floor where they’d stationed themselves, the room spinning less that way, “I don’t think ya dumb, Dane, in fact, I think that’s perfect.”
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O.K. LOL, I know I mistakenly labeled tomboyish Jo Wheaton an Alpha (an error I think I committed twice in my comments somewhere) Totally forgetting the reason that I loved J&B together so much was that they were so very different. Jo forces Bette to let her hair down. Luv their intense sexual vision/moment. So glad Shane & Carmen called it quits, in this fic they just don’t work. I am wondering about Shane’s monogamy comment, will she get w/ someone who feels the same way or will she want to CHANGE for someone else? Alice & Ro – I think I really like, never thought I would but I do. Great chap.
Okay then… Jo and Bette, I *really* like these two together. And them together… seriously hot. I wonder what else Jo can do? Al + Ro, as good as they can be; tastes great, still (ful)filling. Shane and Carmen… well, the magic is gone, isn’t it? I don’t know wht the two of them need, but I don’t see forever in their horizon. Cheers, I’m looking forward to the next chapter.
So it’s over for Carmen and Shane forever? Say it ain’t so!:(
Okay, I know I said that I just wanted Bette to be happy, whether she was with Tina or not. And…I love her with Jo. Love how Jo is with her, and how accepting and open Bette is with Jo. BUT, I can’t help it…my TiBette heart is aching with saddness, breaking for the couple I always love to see together and happy. How is it that I feel both? Great chapter J…as always. :) Thanks!
yay for jo and bette! u r too humble saying u r not good at sex scenes. that was delicious and hot! poor shane and carmen… maybe sam will still be the one for shane being not monogamous? one can hope…
Vampire sex, huh? Lol. I’m glad Shane did the right thing by Carmen.
Love Bette with Jo,Jo has some good moves. The best way to write a SEX is to do it and write about it,or write it and do it. You do it well anyway . It was a lazy day here so I went to another site and read all 100 + chapters of The Girl Next Door. Love Leigh. Love that alice is taking things one day at a time. thanks bvh
this is great I think there is still a lot more in this story please post soon grat update