It’s down to this
I’ve got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I’ve done
I miss the life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

‘Cause now again I’ve found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I’m so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

Shane walked into the front door. She had finally gotten enough composure to actually walk in. She had sat in the driveway for about a half an hour now, getting over the tears. She knew Carmen would be incredibly bent out of shape, and she needed to be there for her. She took a deep breath and put her keys down, she herself bent down, to that picture of Dana and kissed it.

Shane: Make sure to take care of her Dana.

She then stood up and walked into the living room, where she saw Carmen and Alice on the couch, both in trances and looking glum. When she walked in, they both looked up at her. All Shane could do was hang her head and shake it. She played with her fingers and worded out through sniffles.

Shane: We umm, we better call the Police, they might have more luck.

Shane walked up to Carmen and wrapped her arms around her wife as the Latina started to cry and shake.

The rain still pounded hard on the window.

I’m over this
I’m tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling’s gone
There’s nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know

And now again I’ve found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I’m so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I’m so far down, away from the sun again

Alex looked to the sky. She made this choice, it was her decision. This was now her life. She had to accept that this was her life. She was never supposed to have love, or give love, she was supposed to live in this shell, she was meant to please other people, not love them. What was she thinking?